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Also I'm proud of that hand I drew hehe

Aww I appreciate the supportive words. Feel free to reach out whenever and we can talk commissions 🤍

Mixed them

Thank you hun 🤍 I may enable them in the future. But I'm doing those video journals for me and I don't want to skew my goal for posting the journals in the first place/ seek any sort of attention or validation from the comments like I know I will. I appreciate the kind words

I also let go of ego. That person I see myself as and have to constantly measure up to and filter everything by. I am constantly letting it go, and it feels so good to not care if people will think I'm crazy because it doesn't fit within guidelines I set for myself. This is a new, raw chapter 🤍

I let go of resentments, I let go of jealousy and envy. This is not a game of money and fame. It's a revolution against becoming victims and letting our stark perceptions consume our reality. By creating we are drawing closer to our divinity. That's about as deep as I'll go. I am optimistic, tldr 😚

I wanted to just be the best at everything I do. But now I'm realizing that creativity is not a limited resource and everyone can tap into it. My goal for creativity isn't capitalistic. Followers, money, power, fame, these are results, not a compass. My compass is to spark creativity in others

Thank you TK! Your dancing videos sparked something in me to start dancing back in 2017.

I've been journaling a lot and have really come around to understanding that censor voice that stops us in our tracks, and choosing not to listen to it. It's why my art has been so experimental. I'm optimistic

And maybe I'll make a video about the spiritual aspect of creativity that is seemingly shrugged off by this community cause of trauma surrounding that word. But creating from that artist child inside you is spiritual, and touching other people's hearts is too. I'm not religious but I do believe this

But one thing for sure is - I want to bring people along and let them peek into the creative process. My favorite thing to hear is how I pulled someone out of their slump and now they are pursuing something that gives them meaning because they saw that spark of light in me

Every time I make a YouTube video I say I'm officially back, then take a month or so to happen upon it again. I would love to try again, maybe this time with restraints in place. Like it has to have minimal editing. Or I need to release it the and day I film, while the creativity is still flowing

I feel like I manifested it to be a stressful thing - saying "I don't know what to make" and refusing to just hit the record button. Creating is not stressful. My perception of people's expectations were. I see a lot of playful exploration in the future, free from that