always get stuck in the endless pit of "if i publish something it must be new and novel and interesting otherwise what's the point" -> i learn something novel or interesting to me -> "i should write about this" -> "well now i understand it so it's no longer novel or interesting, what's the point"

getting my website back in order might be a good first step (i think i lost the keys to deploy to it at some point)? always have this idea that a blog post needs to be a big whole thing with structure and be comprehensive, but i guess it can just be a paragraph or two about a tiny idea?

oh, sure! hmu!

been trying! at this point i'm sorta feeling out topics and if anything can actually assemble itself into a sensible "unit" rather than incoherent mess of ideas, and so far that hasn't happened yet, but looking out?
(although that might also be a beginner trap, waiting for something...)

talk, maybe? i've always been awful at public speaking, or really ordering my thoughts into anything resembling a linear order, but it might be time to start learning.

none of it is really video-shaped, or skeet-shaped, or blog-post-shaped, and *especially* not tiktok-shaped, but i still feel the need to get it out somehow...

i hear you can do quite a lot on there

okay thanks, do you know where i can find a "good" "website"

i hate that the easiest way to accomplish this in practice is probably "gnome plugin"

finally someone says it omg

welp

it was some of my first?

no that looks pretty reasonable to me, mine would also say that