OG idea courtesy of mudkipt’s on tumblr 💕 www.tumblr.com/mudkipt/7402...

I love many things about you! The self hate thing takes practice. possibly drugs. but I wish you saw yourself the way I and your friends do. Give yourself some grace 💕

which is kinda huge for me. I’m really happy about this tho. Progress feeling tangible. naming feelings/emotions. I gotta text my therapist, “you’re never gonna believe this and no it’s not about naruto”

breaking of trust. It just felt very obvious and natural for a long time that most people would inevitably hurt or leave me, and that I couldn’t fault them for it. But someone I was 100% genuine with taking advantage of that fact. Makes me sick. like I’m recognizing I deserve better.

did. To me. I’d never assign malice to something that might just be innocent ignorance but it’s either a) they said something they shouldn’t have to protect/defend me OR b) they said something they shouldn’t have to use against me. I just. I dunno. I don’t think I’ve ever recognized this.

‘fitness who? fit’ness pizza in my mouth’