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fishermon.bsky.social
Monni :] (xe/it/they)
@fishermon.bsky.social
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22 years old

Current Project: #EternityCultEscapeFic
synopsis: Simon growing up in a cult run by Roba, eventually escapes & meets Johnny. HEAVY angst.
Chapters uploaded: None yet

I have art coms open? Yea :]
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fishermon.bsky.social
Rose and Lavender chapter 9 :D

#Ghoap finally talk about Simon's panic attack in Chapter 7 (so be prepared for some very heavy Roba centric topics, just as a warning), and we get a bit of an explanation for Simon's lap running.

archiveofourown.org/works/724770...

#CallOfDuty
Screenshot reads: Rose And Lavender Fishermon (MonMonniMon) Summary: Soap notices that Ghost always smells of lavender, and seems to have an aversion to certain deodorant smells, and he sets out to figure out why. Along the way he changes his own deodorant and finds out that that gesture means a whole lot more to Simon than he could ever have thought it would. He learns more about his Lieutenant in the next few months than he has in the last nearly five years of working with him, finding out why such a small gesture meant so much to him and getting to know every part of Simon, the good, the scared, and the ugly. Screenshot reads: Simon was slow to pause his video, taking his time so he didn’t knock his phone over and taking a breath. "We can do that if you want to," he said. "There’s just… there’s some ground rules I’d have to put down though, I guess." Johnny nodded. "Only if it’s something you wanna do too. If you don’t wanna have sex, we don’t have to. Ever." He said, needing to get that assurance in before they got so deep into the conversation that Simon might not feel he could back out. "I’m happy with how we are, really happy. We don’t ever have to have sex and that’d be fine, I still have my hand, and I have toys at my flat in Glasgow." Simon hummed. "I know, but I do want to have sex be a part of our relationship, there’s just… certain things that make that a bit more difficult for me than it should be," he explained.
November 26, 2025 at 7:12 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Chapter 8 of Rose and Lavender! There's a little bit of angst to follow on from last chapter, but then we get some good old #Ghoap silliness 😊
So, you get *two* snippets today! One's angst, one's fluff 🥳🥳🥳
archiveofourown.org/works/724770...
#CallOfDuty #Ghost #Soap
Screenshot text reads: Rose And Lavender Fishermon (MonMonniMon) Summary: Soap notices that Ghost always smells of lavender, and seems to have an aversion to certain deodorant smells, and he sets out to figure out why. Along the way he changes his own deodorant and finds out that that gesture means a whole lot more to Simon than he could ever have thought it would. He learns more about his Lieutenant in the next few months than he has in the last nearly five years of working with him, finding out why such a small gesture meant so much to him and getting to know every part of Simon, the good, the scared, and the ugly. Screenshot text reads: God he hoped Simon was gonna break up with him, it was the least he deserved. "Johnny…" "I know! I- I know, I'm- I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, you looked so fucking scared-" "Johnny-" "-After and you weren't even breathing, And I should have stopped-" "Johnny-" "-When you said my name the first time and let you talk. Even if I thought it was fine I still should have anyway just in-" "Johnny!" "-Case…" Johnny tripped over his words as Simon pinched his nose shut, forcing him to heave in a breath through his mouth because it was just so random. Simon could have just put a hand over his mouth to shut him up, but he'd decided that pinching his nose shut was a better option, for some reason. Screenshot text reads: "What’s your callsign actually from?" Simon asked after a long few moments of silence after he’d finished talking about his hypothetical future pet. Johnny secretly hoped that Simon’s future dog would also be his future dog too. "I clean house with remarkable speed and accuracy," Johnny answered automatically. He’d got so used to reeling off that answer over the years that he didn’t even think about it anymore, it was a much better story than how he’d actually ended up saddled with ‘Soap’ as his callsign. Simon narrowed his eyes at him. "Bullshit," he said. "What!? Your callsign is Ghost! I can have nothing behind mine but a compliment about my-" "Bull. Shit. You did something stupid to get it." "Did not!" "Did too! I bet Gaz knows it, I’ll ask him if you won’t tell me!" Johnny stuck his tongue out at him. "Traitor," he muttered. Simon laughed. "Go on, tell me," he said. "I won’t tell anyone else."
November 23, 2025 at 6:55 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Chapter 7 of Rose and Lavender and I was wrong! The smut starts in chapter 7 not 11!!! So there's a pleasant surprise for everyone :D

...a less pleasant surprise is the angst that comes afterwards but shhhhhhhhh it's fineeeee

archiveofourown.org/works/724770...

#Ghoap #CallOfDuty
November 22, 2025 at 6:33 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Have a snippet from chapter 6 of my #ghoap #CallOfDuty fic Rose and Lavender cos it's up :]

This chapter's a bit shorter I think but I still like it, it's more Soap and Gaz that Ghoap, but I know I had a lot of fun writing Gaz and Soap's interactions.

archiveofourown.org/works/724770...
Screenshot text reads: Rose And Lavender Fishermon (MonMonniMon) Summary: Soap notices that Ghost always smells of lavender, and seems to have an aversion to certain deodorant smells, and he sets out to figure out why. Along the way he changes his own deodorant and finds out that that gesture means a whole lot more to Simon than he could ever have thought it would. He learns more about his Lieutenant in the next few months than he has in the last nearly five years of working with him, finding out why such a small gesture meant so much to him and getting to know every part of Simon, the good, the scared, and the ugly. Screenshot text reads: Gaz scoffed. "Stuff it to talking, John stuck his thigh between my legs while we were making out one time and I got so hard I almost passed out," he said. "Please don’t call him ‘John’ while you’re talking to me about fucking him," Johnny groaned. Gaz grinned. "You want me to call him Johnny instead?" Johnny stuck his tongue out and gagged. "That’s worse and you know it you prick." "Yeah yeah, I know," Gaz scoffed. "That's why I do it," he sang. "But seriously, you really haven’t fucked him yet? Is he asexual or something?"
November 16, 2025 at 9:46 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Playing with some #AloneGhost #Poly141 stuff. What if the arms on Alone that are actually Soap, Gaz and Price's are actually 'theirs', and they can control them if they focus hard enough?

Great smut potential, hmmmmmmmmmmmm?

#CallOfDuty #Ghoap #GhostGaz #GhostPrice
Screenshot text reads: the comfortable silence that the rec room had previously been submerged in, jolting Gaz awake in Alone's lap, and jogging Price fully out of his doze. They remembered how they'd been worried about keeping in touch with Alone while the three of them were away on their op, right? Soap asked, dipping a finger beneath the stretched out, cut up collar of Alone's shirt. Well, he said, he had a great way they could keep in touch while they were away. Gaz sat up properly, two of Alone's hands grabbing at his waist before he murmured that he wasn't going anywhere. The arm on Alone which 'belonged' to Gaz started moving too, little movements like Gaz was re-familiarising himself with controlling it rather than the smooth, steady movements of Soap's phantom arm. It wasn't a bad idea, Gaz admitted, and Price gave them an agreeing grunt when they both stopped to look at him, to him, for the final say on it. They should be asking Alone, Price told them, 'their' arms were actually his, after all.
November 9, 2025 at 8:56 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Chapter 5 of my #ghoap #CallOfDuty fic Rose and Lavender is up, so have a snippet :]

This chapter's pretty angsty :D we finally get to dive into Simon's childhood. There's a bit more of a nod to his DID (not a main plotline, he's just got it lol) as well :]

archiveofourown.org/works/724770...
Screenshot text reads: Rose And Lavender Fishermon (MonMonniMon) Summary: Soap notices that Ghost always smells of lavender, and seems to have an aversion to certain deodorant smells, and he sets out to figure out why. Along the way he changes his own deodorant and finds out that that gesture means a whole lot more to Simon than he could ever have thought it would. He learns more about his Lieutenant in the next few months than he has in the last nearly five years of working with him, finding out why such a small gesture meant so much to him and getting to know every part of Simon, the good, the scared, and the ugly. Screenshot text reads: Johnny and his siblings had gotten into plenty of fights as kids, but he couldn’t imagine using something like that against any of them. The worst he’d ever done was hit his oldest younger sister, Denise, and she’d had absolutely no qualms about punching him right back even harder. She’d given him his first ever broken nose, when he was ten and she was nine. At this point he was kind of proud of her for it. "You have any siblings?" Simon asked, like they were just having a normal conversation about their families. Johnny blinked, mind still reeling a bit too much to remember the correct answer. "Uh… yeah," he said, feeling a little unsteady on his feet despite the fact that he was lying down. "We were, uh, we're eight kids in my family, y'know, typical Roman Catholics, I guess. I’m slap bang in the middle age wise." "Tommy was four years older than me." "Was?"
November 9, 2025 at 11:30 AM
fishermon.bsky.social
Just wrote like 8k words of horrible #AloneGhost whump & I am very tickled at the very abrupt tone switch (Alone having 3 dicks is the best thing anyone's ever come up with lol)

#CallOfDuty #GhostPrice
November 7, 2025 at 3:52 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Rereading my own fics rn & remembering how much I love them:

R/N-C archive warning
Omegaverse, omega ghost, alpha soap, protective Price at the end, N-C mating bites, HEAVY angst/hurt no comfort, it's great.

archiveofourown.org/works/637125...

#CallOfDuty #Ghoap
November 5, 2025 at 11:52 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Chapter 4 of my #CallOfDuty fic Rose & Lavender :]

It's abt #Ghoap getting together after Johnny realises Simon can't handle strong smells & changes his deodorant for him (& then finds out many new—angsty—things abt Simon as they get closer)

archiveofourown.org/works/724770...
Screenshot text reads: "Felt better to keep it between us… and if you knew about it at the time you'd have tried to slap the idea outta me." Johnny had to agree with him on that one. "Can’t believe you two are fucking engaged, what the fuck," he muttered, turning back round in his seat. "I’m dating you for at least three years before I propose to you," he told Simon. Simon laughed. "Already thinking about marriage are you Johnny?" "Don’t get ahead of yourself," Johnny huffed, like he wasn't the one who brought it up. "You've only been my boyfriend for a couple minutes."
November 2, 2025 at 12:30 AM
fishermon.bsky.social
thWIP thursday, snippet of my #EternityCultEscapeFic again :]

Roba is so unbelievably creepy without doing much that's *actually* creepy, it's really fun to figure out how to write. So much of it ends up having something to do with hand holding, for some reason.
#CallOfDuty #SimonGhostRiley
Screenshot text reads: Simon flinched as Father Manuel lifted his hands, the shackles shifting and bumping painfully into his injured wrists. Was it on purpose? Was Father Manuel showing him he wouldn't hesitate to hurt him? Or was he just that uncaring? Both were equally likely, in Simon's mind. He inched closer over the dusty, still slightly chilled ground, his eyes never leaving Father Manuel. He watched with disgust building in his stomach as Father Manuel leaned down, his lips pressing to each of Simon's knuckles in turn. Simon wanted to ball his fist up and punch him. He lunged forwards instead, his teeth sinking into Father Manuel's hand, digging in as hard as he possibly could as the Prophet yanked his hand back with a yowl. Simon's teeth ached as Father Manuel's hand was torn away from him, and he laughed as Angel slammed him into the ground
October 23, 2025 at 6:30 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Ludlow castle BTW

also thinking abt Herefordian Price going to ludlow college & him walking through the outer parts of the castle (that you don't pay to get in), climbing its walls to sit up on one & eat his lunches

And also him as a kid playing on the canon outside the front of the castle
October 20, 2025 at 2:32 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Rose and Lavender

#Ghoap, a lot of angst, a lot of fluff, stone bottom Ghost who literally cannot top for his own mental wellbeing. Plus, Ghost has DID (tho he & soap don't know it)

They're figuring things out together :]

archiveofourown.org/works/724770...

#CallOfDuty
Screenshot text reads: Rose And Lavender FisherMon (MonMonniMon) Summary: Soap notices that Ghost always smells of lavender, and seems to have an aversion to certain deodorant smells, and he sets out to figure out why. Along the way he changes his own deodorant and finds out that that gesture means a whole lot more to Simon than he could ever have thought it would. He learns more about his Lieutenant in the next few months than he has in the last nearly five years of working with him, finding out why such a small gesture meant so much to him and getting to know every part of Simon, the good, the scared, and the ugly.
October 19, 2025 at 11:05 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Little snippet of what I'm working on, TW for Roba being very creepy & threatening towards Simon.

As a consolation tho, Simon is not currently weak at the end of his punishment & I'm writing him about to try & bite Roba's fingers off :D
#CallOfDuty #EternityCultEscapeFic
Screenshot text reads: He hid his hands in his armpits and glared at Father Manuel with every bit of the malice that had been building up inside him his whole life. 'Go to hell' he wanted to spit again. 'go fuck yourself'. He kept his mouth tightly shut. Father Manuel only smiled. "You'll be weak by the end of it, unable to defy the will of God any longer…" He promised. "The will of you." Simon spat, but his voice trembled. All of him trembled. Father Manuel chuckled. "What's the difference?" "Go fuck yourself."
October 19, 2025 at 3:52 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Also close ups because I drew every goddamn line individually and it took me hours and hours. The whole piece over all took me 25 hours across like two or three weeks

Close ups:
1. Dirt and Joan's skirt
2. Simon has fingerprints
3. Leaves
4. Wood grain is fence, and Simon's hair
October 9, 2025 at 4:02 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
I finished the art I started a couple weeks ago for my #EternityCultEscapeFic, an eventual Ghoap super slowburn, also decided what i'm naming it finally :D
So, have adult Simon reaching for his 8 y.o. self, Joan, wanting desperately to save her :]

Close ups in replies
#CallOfDuty #Ghost #CoDFanart
A digital illustration showing a young adult Simon Riley crawling through a hole in a tall, solid, sun bleached wooden fence. He has no visible scarring, very pale blonde hair, dark brown eyes and a concerned look on his face. He is wearing a purplish red t-shirt and dark blue Jeans, and he is holding his hand out towards the camera. The ground beneath him is dry, cracked dirt with grass growing in the cracks and round the edges. On either side of him are green bushes brightly lit by the sun and casting dappled shadows over him. The illustration shows the knees and arms of another person and we appear to be seeing through her eyes. She is wearing a long, light blue skirt and is reaching her hand out towards Simon's, ready to take his hand. Most of her is in shadow indicating that there is another bush behind her, blocking the sun from reaching her. The illustration is made up of hundreds and hundreds of individual lines which curve with the shapes of each character to make them look much more three dimensional and meaning that if you look close enough, you can see Simon's finger prints. Every leaf on the bushes is individually drawn, the grain of the wooden planks making up the fence has been drawn in detail, as has the dry, cracked dirt Simon kneels on.
October 9, 2025 at 4:02 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
To go w/ this :] #Ghoap mating bite scars

Ghost's scar is an alpharine one, Soap's small canines meaning that for them to puncture the skin the incisors & premolars have to too.
Soap's scar is an omegan one, Ghosts's huge canines puncturing the skin before his premolars & incisors even touch it.
October 6, 2025 at 2:18 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
I drew the Canine Honing Complex for my #omegaverse design :]

I stared as photos of chimpanzee teeth for HOURS lol
A simple digital drawing of a set of teeth viewed from the side, the teeth are in a closed mouth position. There are two large, slightly curved canine teeth which slot together, these are labelled "Maxillary (upper) canine" and "Mandibular (lower) canine" To the left of them are the lateral incisors which meet neatly in the middle, their flat edges touching. To the right are the first premolars. The upper premolar is small and has a slight point to it, and the lower premolar is larger and curves down on its left hand side. The lower premolar is labelled "P3 Premolar"
October 5, 2025 at 9:42 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
I have so many diagrams of teeth

Anyway omega ghost w/ huge canines (natural for omegas), & alpha soap w/ small ones (natural for alphas), & both have been told their teeth are ugly all their lives, they should get them fixed. When they mate they're obsessed w/ their bite scars.
#ghoap #CallOfDuty
Omega canines. A simple digital drawing of 4 canine teeth next to a ruler, they range from 11.5 millimetres in length to 17.3 millimeters in length. The drawing shows both upper and lower canines. Alpha canines. A simple digital drawing of 4 canine teeth next to a ruler, they range from 7.7 millimetres in length to 9.7 millimeters in length. The drawing shows both upper and lower canines. Maxillary (upper) canine comparison A digital drawing with two sets of canines, each set consists of three canine teeth drawn one inside the other to show the difference in their sizes. They are next to a ruler. The first set is labelled "Low end of ranges". It contains an omega's canine measuring 14.3 millimeters, inside this is a betas canine measuring 9.5 millimeters, and inside that is an alphas canine measuring 8.9 millimeters. The second set is labelled "High end of ranges". It contains an omega's canine measuring 17.3 millimeters, inside this is a betas canine measuring 14.6 millimeters, and inside that is an alphas canine measuring 9.7 millimeters.
October 5, 2025 at 9:40 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Finished this
Same TW's (& more, all of them in fic tags) so read them carefully

I'm more like her dad than she is my mum
archiveofourown.org/works/71744976

A fic about Simon & his mum both before & after she attempts suicide to escape Simons dad. + a bit of soft #Ghoap

#CallOfDuty #GhostSoap
October 2, 2025 at 7:08 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
thWIP Thursday again, this time it's a horrendous angst snippet about Ghost's mum, proceed with caution

TW: domestic violence, implied rape, vomit, homicidal & suicidal thoughts (smothering a baby, slitting someone's throat, burning herself and her boys alive)

#CallOfDuty #Ghost #SimonGhostRiley
Screenshot text reads: Simon was a good son in a situation that could only ever turn out a bad one. He held her head in his lap, an icepack wrapped in a towel held over her eye after her husband had blackened it. He helped her wash her hair in the sink when he got home from school and found her passed out in her own vomit, still too out of it to even be able to stand up. He gave up his bed to her, tucking her in tight and kissing her forehead before going to join Tommy in his bed on nights when she was too scared and sore and bandy-legged to go back to her own sweat drenched side of her and her husband's bed. Simon was a good boy. He was a better son than she'd done anything to deserve. And yet, Laura still thought about killing him. She'd thought about killing him ever since he was a baby, thought about killing Tommy ever since he was a baby. Laura thought about smothering him and Tommy in their sleep, but she'd left it too long and now Simon was strong enough to overpower her. She thought about slitting their throats but she was sure she'd fuck that up too. She thought about poisoning their food. She thought about locking all three of them in the car and setting it on fire.
October 2, 2025 at 1:48 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
God compression's gonna KILL this💀, it's already hard to make out.

Anyway, wip i'm working on for the #EternityCultEscapeFic, my eventual GhostSoap super slowburn💀 It's meant to be adult Simon reaching for his 8 y.o. self, trying to save her.
#CallOfDuty #SimonGhostRiley #CoDFanart
September 25, 2025 at 12:30 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Snippet from chapter 11 of my weird little #EternityCultEscapeFic thing. I only have to finish one more chapter before I can FINALLY introduce Johnny properly. I've never written anything more slowburn and angsty in my LIFE.
I'm in hell and I KNOW ALL THE FUTURE PLOT POINTS
#CallOfDuty #GhostSoap
Screenshot text reads: You know it's an honour." Simon's throat felt tight. "Then why don't I want to?" He whispered. Because if it really was such a great honour, something wonderful and exciting, then why did every single thing in Simon's body rail against it with singular, wild abandon. Simon had never wanted anything less in his whole life. Angel's face was kind, but he didn't stand up to comfort Simon as tears started to well in his eyes, just sat silently and watched him cry. Simon didn't deserve comfort. He was the one in the wrong here, at least according to everyone he'd once thought was his friend or his Family or just someone who vaguely liked him as a person. The smile Angel gave him probably hurt more than any beating he'd ever taken. It was kind and gentle, it said Angel was sympathetic to his fear and bone deep reluctance, that he understood… but it also said he'd do nothing to help him, so what did any of that matter?
September 10, 2025 at 3:56 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
My day 7 for #BottomGhostWeek hosted by the amazing
@sultrysunset.bsky.social
Its another #GhostPrice fic, also with trauma healing through kink like my day 5, and it's centred around the kneeling Prompt
#CallOfDuty
archiveofourown.org/works/70114481
August 31, 2025 at 10:27 AM
fishermon.bsky.social
#EternityCultEscapeFic
Joan = Simon (transmasc)
Angel very much lives up to his name. I think he might be one of the nicest adult characters in this whole fic (which... yeah between Roba and Simon's parents, that's not that hard an achievment is it 💀)
#CallOfDuty
Screenshot text reads: Something heavy and squirming sank deep into Joan's stomach. "I yelled at him for it," she whispered. Angel hummed, looking at the weed he was trying to pull out again, bending over it and grunting as he yanked on it, finally pulling the stuborn thing out, deep, thick root and all. "And you shouldn't have done that," he agreed. "But you're only eight. The Lord isn't going to damn you for a little mistake you make when you're eight, especially if you do the right thing and apologise for it. The Lord loves you-" "The Lord is True," Joan answered automatically. Angel chuckled. "-and he knows that you're trying your best, that you want to be good for him. He wants to help you be the best you can be. He is merciful, and he wont let a few little mistakes dull his love for you."
August 30, 2025 at 10:24 PM
fishermon.bsky.social
Little 2.4k word #GhostSoap minific about Simon having trichotillomania and Johnny helping him figure out how to cope with it.
#CallOfDuty #SimonGhostRiley #JohnSoapMactavish

archiveofourown.org/works/70055771
August 30, 2025 at 9:17 AM