my room is a pigsty, i look like shit, i feel so lonely snd isolated snd my mental and physical health sre falling apart, im a miserable mess and im so fucking over it i wish i could just stop existing

and my tv in my room isnt working for some reason so i cant even put on a movie or something while i lay in bed and i really dont have the ability to stand up and fight with it right now because i'm hurting so much. why can nothing work right

i fucking hate this. i hate being like this im tired im so sick of hurting like this

im so tired and i am in so much pain i rrally dont feel like doing anything or talking to anyone so i'm just going to turn to mush in bed