Femster
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🔞 I mostly use this account as a personal diary
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YTP Creator • Video Editor
🔞 I mostly use this account as a personal diary
https://youtube.com/@femydeet?si=4QZ59TA65JIT8aDb
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I ate so much Chinese food 2 days ago that I still feel ill lmao help
November 9, 2025 at 6:35 PM
I ate so much Chinese food 2 days ago that I still feel ill lmao help
Deleted some post because they were negative and antagonistic of myself. And I don’t think I should keep them up.
October 14, 2025 at 12:18 AM
Deleted some post because they were negative and antagonistic of myself. And I don’t think I should keep them up.
I threw out my back so badly like it hurts to walk
September 14, 2025 at 11:29 AM
I threw out my back so badly like it hurts to walk
I remember in school when a teacher told me Okapi didn’t exist. And Everytime I tried to show her she evidence that they were real, she’d threatened to send me to the calming room, which was a room where they locked autistic students in that has no windows and lights.
September 10, 2025 at 2:15 AM
I remember in school when a teacher told me Okapi didn’t exist. And Everytime I tried to show her she evidence that they were real, she’d threatened to send me to the calming room, which was a room where they locked autistic students in that has no windows and lights.
I wasn’t trying to advertise my mental breakdown onto Bluesky, I’m sorry for that. Very not professional of me.
It will not happen again. And I’ll go back to my regular random posting as usual.
It will not happen again. And I’ll go back to my regular random posting as usual.
September 5, 2025 at 8:32 AM
I wasn’t trying to advertise my mental breakdown onto Bluesky, I’m sorry for that. Very not professional of me.
It will not happen again. And I’ll go back to my regular random posting as usual.
It will not happen again. And I’ll go back to my regular random posting as usual.
I feel completely numb now.
September 2, 2025 at 10:32 AM
I feel completely numb now.
I’m sorry. If anyone is reading this.
No one is though. Because I’m an undesirable and horrible person to be around.
No one is though. Because I’m an undesirable and horrible person to be around.
September 2, 2025 at 12:03 AM
I’m sorry. If anyone is reading this.
No one is though. Because I’m an undesirable and horrible person to be around.
No one is though. Because I’m an undesirable and horrible person to be around.
The more I talk like this, the less likely anyone would want to be my friend. I’m just making my suffering worse.
September 1, 2025 at 11:54 PM
The more I talk like this, the less likely anyone would want to be my friend. I’m just making my suffering worse.
I am at rock bottom. I am a horrible person. There’s no other reason to explain how I’m a friendless loser other than I’m a bad person. Everything is just darker and darker. The pain gets worse.
September 1, 2025 at 11:51 PM
I am at rock bottom. I am a horrible person. There’s no other reason to explain how I’m a friendless loser other than I’m a bad person. Everything is just darker and darker. The pain gets worse.
It’s my fault, I did this to myself. No one likes me because of my personality.
I probably deserve this. It so lonely. It hurts so bad. I am suffering deeply, and barely anyone knows.
It’s my fault I’ve don’t this to myself
I probably deserve this. It so lonely. It hurts so bad. I am suffering deeply, and barely anyone knows.
It’s my fault I’ve don’t this to myself
September 1, 2025 at 8:18 AM
It’s my fault, I did this to myself. No one likes me because of my personality.
I probably deserve this. It so lonely. It hurts so bad. I am suffering deeply, and barely anyone knows.
It’s my fault I’ve don’t this to myself
I probably deserve this. It so lonely. It hurts so bad. I am suffering deeply, and barely anyone knows.
It’s my fault I’ve don’t this to myself
I’ve been feeling even more depressed then I usually feel. It’s unbearable.
I just want to be normal again. I feel so isolated from everyone and everything. My interests and hobbies are just too abstract and absurd for anyone to get me. And it seems like no one gets me.
It’s so lonely like this.
I just want to be normal again. I feel so isolated from everyone and everything. My interests and hobbies are just too abstract and absurd for anyone to get me. And it seems like no one gets me.
It’s so lonely like this.
September 1, 2025 at 8:13 AM
I’ve been feeling even more depressed then I usually feel. It’s unbearable.
I just want to be normal again. I feel so isolated from everyone and everything. My interests and hobbies are just too abstract and absurd for anyone to get me. And it seems like no one gets me.
It’s so lonely like this.
I just want to be normal again. I feel so isolated from everyone and everything. My interests and hobbies are just too abstract and absurd for anyone to get me. And it seems like no one gets me.
It’s so lonely like this.
Vent Post.
I still think about you everyday.
I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you in the darkest moment of your life. Maybe things could have been different.
I still think about you everyday.
I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you in the darkest moment of your life. Maybe things could have been different.
July 19, 2025 at 7:29 AM
Vent Post.
I still think about you everyday.
I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you in the darkest moment of your life. Maybe things could have been different.
I still think about you everyday.
I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you in the darkest moment of your life. Maybe things could have been different.
A complete stranger just walked up to me and handed this to me. Then proceeded to grab a 32 pack of Budweiser.
Coming to work today was worth it.
Coming to work today was worth it.
January 19, 2025 at 9:42 PM
A complete stranger just walked up to me and handed this to me. Then proceeded to grab a 32 pack of Budweiser.
Coming to work today was worth it.
Coming to work today was worth it.
Work be boring, hope everyone else is having a good day
January 19, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Work be boring, hope everyone else is having a good day