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secret place for friends and buddies. if idk u im blocking u. pfp by my bf header by @jokedagger.bsky.social
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stuff that will probably be posted on here:
📸 selfies/irl pics
😿 anxiety/depression stuff
☕ venting about work lol
🚫 occasionally some ED stuff (in case that's triggering)
🎮 viddy games and movies and shows
💜 whatever else i wanna talk about!!!
if i see one more post about p@tricia t@xxon i swear to fucking god
December 9, 2025 at 10:28 AM
being in a server full of gay furrys is fun but also insufferable bc there is both a sfw and nsfw channel However the stuff in the sfw is just. at best walks on very thin ice and at worst is just completely explicit. like I know we're all gay here and okay with seeing cock but I dont always wanna
December 8, 2025 at 5:20 PM
i thot quitting would be a huge weight off my shoulders but the terror of having nothing else going on was actually unbearable so im making plans around staying and like. talking to managers about shorter hours so im way less overwhelmed
December 7, 2025 at 4:21 PM
I think im managing to finally sort this stuff out
December 7, 2025 at 1:56 PM
i need to keep reminding myself that no the world is not collapsing in on itself even though it really feels like it is
December 7, 2025 at 9:34 AM
had a breakdown yesterday and im very emotionally volatile atm so please be patient if im not responding to stuff i am just really not doing good atm
December 6, 2025 at 9:50 AM
I have this crushing suffocating and dare I say at times disabling anxiety that makes me so scared of letting people down or disappointing people that I go out of my way to be helpful even when it's detrimental to myself and standing up for myself is just terrifying and unnatural
December 4, 2025 at 12:55 PM
sent my resignation notice in
December 3, 2025 at 4:41 PM
job interview in 30 mins it's silly but i am not nervous about the interview itself but nervous about giving my 2 weeks notice in. and also a bit sad and hesitant bc i will miss some of my coworkers who ive kinda become friends with
December 2, 2025 at 1:54 PM
follow up meeting will not happen until at least next weekend which is so stupidddd like I wanted to get this over with before I hand my notice in but looks like it'll be otherwise
November 30, 2025 at 9:44 AM
a few lines are still blank but ive basically fully written first drafts for all my songs for EP3. yay
November 28, 2025 at 9:54 PM
work tomorrow and maybe another fucking meeting about this discount bullshit. i am feeling less anxious i think bc of so much stress it's become numb or because I have an interview that im confident about. im more just annoyed they're still doing this shit to me
November 28, 2025 at 12:32 AM
wanna get a myst c0mm so bad but scared of spending money bc of xmas time and also in case I am jobless for a while BUT I have an interview on tuesday and if I get it im gonna celebrate with furry art
November 27, 2025 at 10:55 AM
job interview next week.....honestly not super worried because talking on the phone felt very promising he was already describing shift hours and stuff for me but I'm just hoping having a holiday on the Xmas week isn't a dealbreaker
November 26, 2025 at 7:04 PM
don't have more than a dozen shifts at this shitty cafe left to do thank god
November 24, 2025 at 6:15 PM
silksong is also helping me thru it atm by giving me a strong focus but i am worried I'll forever associate it with this bad time im going thru like night in the woods and donut county
November 22, 2025 at 9:08 AM
anton deserves all the love in the world they came with me to work the past couple of shifts I had for emotional support which was so amazing and supportive and helped me thru some of the worst anxiety ive felt in years and I love them so so so much
November 22, 2025 at 8:24 AM
im feeling fine then it comes round to trying to eat literally anything for breakfast and I feel like im gonna be sick
November 22, 2025 at 8:11 AM
home now. work meeting went kinda well but it's still unresolved and need to have another one next week. I need to quit this stress is killing me
November 21, 2025 at 3:22 PM
at work waiting to start shift and feel like im gonna throw up I hate this!!! I hate this!!!!!!!!
November 21, 2025 at 9:46 AM
antons coming to the cafe with me tomorrow 😿😿😿 idk what I did to deserve them
November 20, 2025 at 10:16 PM
worried about tomorrow but I know what ive gotta say about this discount shit and I know im not gonna be working there for much longer
November 20, 2025 at 5:28 PM
talking it over with my partner and I think im pretty certain im gonna leave my job in the next few weeks whether they make me leave or not. like this is it for me ive had enough
November 19, 2025 at 10:47 PM
my 3rd single I was gonna release this year (def not happening now but maybe early 2026?) is one ive been writing all year about hating being stagnant in a job I hate lollll one of the lines is "im one bad day from throwing it in" and you know what that day has happened. i think ive gotta quit
November 19, 2025 at 1:45 AM
looking into new jobs that are also cafe/barista related like I don't wanna do this shit but it's where my skills are as a worker and if a lateral move is my only viable choice atm I guess I've gotta do it
November 18, 2025 at 7:04 PM