marrow | MDNI
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24. it/its. DID system. tw for SH, ED, drugs, trauma, etc. MDNI 🔞
everything is just so much all the time
December 12, 2025 at 11:12 PM
everything is just so much all the time
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ive been feeling so uneasy with age regression recently and its making the system littles upset :(
December 11, 2025 at 9:13 AM
ive been feeling so uneasy with age regression recently and its making the system littles upset :(
its working !! ive still been picking but only at the itchy ones which is a big improvement lol
did my nails so i can hopefully stop picking off all my scabs lmao
December 9, 2025 at 9:00 PM
its working !! ive still been picking but only at the itchy ones which is a big improvement lol
pretty sure i developed the weed anorexia thing everyone was talking about ... ive barely been able to force food in me since i started withdrawing
December 9, 2025 at 8:58 PM
pretty sure i developed the weed anorexia thing everyone was talking about ... ive barely been able to force food in me since i started withdrawing
did my nails so i can hopefully stop picking off all my scabs lmao
December 9, 2025 at 4:52 PM
did my nails so i can hopefully stop picking off all my scabs lmao
night 2 of kratom. hopefully can restock weed tmrw too . bf gets back this weekend so i prob wont b posting much. we r gonna sleep and smoke and cuddle and bake and set up holiday decor and i am Not letting my relapse ruin it
December 9, 2025 at 11:13 AM
night 2 of kratom. hopefully can restock weed tmrw too . bf gets back this weekend so i prob wont b posting much. we r gonna sleep and smoke and cuddle and bake and set up holiday decor and i am Not letting my relapse ruin it
this is the smoothest comeup ive had w any substance which is saying something bc i have abnormally strong side effects from even otc meds
WAIT FUCK I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE KRATOM
December 8, 2025 at 2:25 PM
this is the smoothest comeup ive had w any substance which is saying something bc i have abnormally strong side effects from even otc meds
WAIT FUCK I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE KRATOM
December 8, 2025 at 1:18 PM
WAIT FUCK I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE KRATOM
never realized just how much i was replacing sh with drugs until i ran out of drugs lmao
December 8, 2025 at 1:15 PM
never realized just how much i was replacing sh with drugs until i ran out of drugs lmao
there is ugly sludge coating my insides and i need to bleed it out
December 8, 2025 at 11:57 AM
there is ugly sludge coating my insides and i need to bleed it out
why does everything hurt like last year again i fucking hate ptsd why does it feel like its happening all over again for the first time
December 8, 2025 at 10:50 AM
why does everything hurt like last year again i fucking hate ptsd why does it feel like its happening all over again for the first time
i cant feel my left arm very well is all numb n tingly and my fingers wont move good but i wana go deeper i wana
December 8, 2025 at 10:48 AM
i cant feel my left arm very well is all numb n tingly and my fingers wont move good but i wana go deeper i wana
i got blood all over my favorute sheets it kept spilling when i wasnt looking
December 8, 2025 at 10:23 AM
i got blood all over my favorute sheets it kept spilling when i wasnt looking
nothing i have ever done has been good enough
December 8, 2025 at 10:05 AM
nothing i have ever done has been good enough
ivcant stop cutting i hate everything abkht myself why am i never strong enough to keep my lovdd ones safe
December 8, 2025 at 10:00 AM
ivcant stop cutting i hate everything abkht myself why am i never strong enough to keep my lovdd ones safe
i hate december i hate december i hate december i hate december
December 8, 2025 at 9:17 AM
i hate december i hate december i hate december i hate december
smoked the last of my weed and nic in the same day . tomorrow is gonna b interesting
December 8, 2025 at 5:03 AM
smoked the last of my weed and nic in the same day . tomorrow is gonna b interesting
also we r just barely scrape by w rent for one more month thank FUCKING god . i just hope i can get a job soon. im so tired of not having my own income
December 6, 2025 at 8:08 PM
also we r just barely scrape by w rent for one more month thank FUCKING god . i just hope i can get a job soon. im so tired of not having my own income
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POV: you're going to blockbuster on a saturday afternoon in the 2000s
December 6, 2025 at 7:37 PM
POV: you're going to blockbuster on a saturday afternoon in the 2000s
semi recovery has done wonders for my hair and nails ngl
December 6, 2025 at 8:00 PM
semi recovery has done wonders for my hair and nails ngl
i called 4 more r3nt assistance programs today and still no luck . i feel so ashamed of myself . i feel like it's my fault for not pulling my fucking weight like i promised i would
December 4, 2025 at 6:12 AM
i called 4 more r3nt assistance programs today and still no luck . i feel so ashamed of myself . i feel like it's my fault for not pulling my fucking weight like i promised i would
deleting the posts bc im paranoid but ty to everyone who responded genuinely it helps
December 3, 2025 at 2:01 AM
deleting the posts bc im paranoid but ty to everyone who responded genuinely it helps
want to lose myself
December 2, 2025 at 10:29 AM
want to lose myself
i can tell i lost s little in the past week and its the only thing keeping me sane rn
December 2, 2025 at 2:52 AM
i can tell i lost s little in the past week and its the only thing keeping me sane rn