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faunflame.bsky.social
FaunFlame
@faunflame.bsky.social
A rat, a gaming nerd, and a failing artist walk into a bar. The bar burns down 🇦🇺

Faun | 20 | some random annoying guy, AuDHD, sus OCD

“Get it twisted, what we make of our souls is more than the internal cage that enwreathes us.” - me

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im going to do the obligatory “I need to be clear”, I’ll try to be nice bout it though cus I don’t wanna be mean

if ya don’t like the fuckass mind palace posts, NL, anything being sexual, games, etc, feel free to unfollow or (preferably) mute me, I like being friends with people but no pressure
spring cleaning the hell out of the cupboards
November 12, 2025 at 1:40 AM
AUTISM YOURE CHILL, BUT ALSO FUCK YOU
November 2, 2025 at 11:36 AM
FUCK ADHD
November 2, 2025 at 11:36 AM
FUCK OCD
November 2, 2025 at 11:36 AM
insecurities also suck

boooooo
November 2, 2025 at 9:37 AM
imposter syndrome about everything from having friends or living as a human being sucks horribly
November 2, 2025 at 9:36 AM
sometimes, i think it’s better to abandon things for my health before i do anything out of fear

that also is a fear, a fear of that manifesting any stronger than it already is and verbally hurting others (surprisingly easy to when you don’t know what to say)
November 2, 2025 at 9:34 AM
get that shit outta here
November 1, 2025 at 2:02 PM
FUCK need to hype myself up, IT WAS AN AMAZING MOVIE

if only a cinema was an option
November 1, 2025 at 2:00 PM
i… am… a sinner

(WATCH SINNERS WATCH SINNERS WATCH SINNERS WATCH SINNERS WATCH SINNERS)
November 1, 2025 at 12:55 PM
hungry though
November 1, 2025 at 9:26 AM
that was kinda it
November 1, 2025 at 9:26 AM
I don’t think have anything else left
November 1, 2025 at 9:26 AM
all im saying is 1k followers would be cool, no more, no less

my greed and attention has its limits after all
November 1, 2025 at 9:20 AM
also commenting, I want to do that more, stop letting myself create the magical thinking of “if I reply as a comment to this person I don’t know they’re going to hunt me down and tie me up by a rope and bully me like everyone in real life did”
November 1, 2025 at 9:17 AM
setup that kinda for myself so it’s more of a reminder for what im here for

it hurts when people don’t like what you say or do, or it makes them uncomfortable but not in the way that its actually problematic or they don’t want to engage and conversate
November 1, 2025 at 9:10 AM
im going to do the obligatory “I need to be clear”, I’ll try to be nice bout it though cus I don’t wanna be mean

if ya don’t like the fuckass mind palace posts, NL, anything being sexual, games, etc, feel free to unfollow or (preferably) mute me, I like being friends with people but no pressure
November 1, 2025 at 9:07 AM
I do wish this platform wasn’t so heavily focused on infinite amounts of politics though, like I’ve muted soooooo many words and tags, but I can’t stop images, so it makes me so annoyed to have to see it

at least im going to be hearing less about it everyday in my home now
November 1, 2025 at 9:02 AM
thank you online diary I should be using more but don’t want to create the expectation I will otherwise it becomes a chore
November 1, 2025 at 9:00 AM
going famous, ik would be awesome for like a month, but knowing me, I would be terrified at all times knowing there are people who WANT to FIND ME

like it is and always has been one of my uncontrollable fears that fucking hurts to such an incredible degree
November 1, 2025 at 8:54 AM
like comfortability with myself and my ideas and thoughts, trauma and anxiety, I want to be a priority above all else

it’s just impeded by the fact my brain is wired to overreact to someone unfollowing me or saying something mean, or me interpreting something as a mean actioni
November 1, 2025 at 8:51 AM
im still really scared to look at one of my old pages, like people I know personally irl and maybe even family to some extent could see that

a part of me WANTS them to see it so they understand why I hide myself so much and why im like a broken nervous record half the time
November 1, 2025 at 8:48 AM
i know it’s cus growing up i was incredibly sensitive and disgusted by the idea of sex and anything to do with the human body because i was just generally squeamish about everything (i hated sex ed sm)

and then when i started getting sexually assaulted at like 15, it kinda broke my brain
November 1, 2025 at 8:37 AM
harder to let some of these thoughts go since im still scared of making a bad impression but i do want to be more honest about myself to myself

like im genuinely comfortable with most things, but my brain freaks out randomly sometimes if i mention anything sexual or overly detailed
November 1, 2025 at 8:33 AM
wish these old protective measures my brain learnt would actually unlearn it all so I can function without being stabbed in the brain 24/7
November 1, 2025 at 8:31 AM