Why yes I did make a #polarr #filter for you all, :)
#polarrfilter #filters #bwfilter
Too lazy to fix the spelling error on it right now.
#fatalisiennefilters #hausfatalefilters #fatalefilters #ateezfilters #wooyoungfilter #polarrateezfilter

not because I’m ashamed, but because people online love to judge or mock others for being real. But I promised myself I’d always be transparent for those who need to see real journeys, not just perfect influencer edits.

Its scary but im here ♡

There are still things I’d like to fix one day — like my loose skin and other things from weight loss, chronic health issues, and healing from trauma. But this is where I am right now. ⠀ It’s scary sharing all this sometimes —

I no longer have fillers (I honestly can’t afford them right now anyway), so what you see is mostly just my skincare, my esthetician experience, my medical knowledge, and years of personal trial & error. ⠀

So if anything ever happens, I tried my best to ask for help.. I even begged..

to celebrate two years with us as well, he would of been so happy as always, bringing us food he made, or treating us to kbbq like what we did for our wedding since he said every anniversary he would do that.. its a bittersweet day but I try to be happy.

wedding anniversaries and may the universe treat us and everyone around us kinder because we still have not been able to have any honey moon and were past that now sadly. it is what it is. life sucks all around but at least we have each other. I just wish my dad was here —

Its been two years. It hasnt been easy for us. Losing my dad afterwards, dealing with insane people for years while things were happening, my health declining, and so much more. Thank you for always being there for me. I love you so much @jasedoesthings.bsky.social Here's to many more —

not gonna be eating everyone out just because im desperate to be seen and validated by strangers, im good on that shit. yall stay safe out there, imma stay real, and keep my free will & have my opinions whether people like it or not.