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autumncolour on AO3
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but so, a fun fact*: looks like i have ocd as a symptom of the everything that is wrong with me
* not in fact fun
* not in fact fun
November 20, 2025 at 8:54 PM
but so, a fun fact*: looks like i have ocd as a symptom of the everything that is wrong with me
* not in fact fun
* not in fact fun
* doctor paid for by my place of employment, through a private provider. that’s why i have a ’my doctor’ and that’s why i can get help immediately and not weeks or months from now. (this system is so unfair)
November 20, 2025 at 8:51 PM
* doctor paid for by my place of employment, through a private provider. that’s why i have a ’my doctor’ and that’s why i can get help immediately and not weeks or months from now. (this system is so unfair)
also ”oh but we only play the cheerful ones about santa and his elves!” should not be accepted as a way to weasel around this
November 9, 2025 at 1:05 PM
also ”oh but we only play the cheerful ones about santa and his elves!” should not be accepted as a way to weasel around this
and ”no cost” often = ”this thrifted thing only cost me 250 money units!”
October 29, 2025 at 1:57 PM
and ”no cost” often = ”this thrifted thing only cost me 250 money units!”
seconding this recommendation as someone who is regularly ordered to go to bed on time (this counts as a chore)
October 27, 2025 at 11:03 PM
seconding this recommendation as someone who is regularly ordered to go to bed on time (this counts as a chore)
also bizarre language thing! listening to his swedish accent for hours made something in my brain shift and now i can understand the garbled announcements on swedish trains
October 27, 2025 at 10:58 PM
also bizarre language thing! listening to his swedish accent for hours made something in my brain shift and now i can understand the garbled announcements on swedish trains
his videos are so soothing though. people never believe me when i tell them i watch aviation disaster videos to relax, but this guy’s calm swedish voice explaining flight mechanics is just perfect for that
October 27, 2025 at 10:55 PM
his videos are so soothing though. people never believe me when i tell them i watch aviation disaster videos to relax, but this guy’s calm swedish voice explaining flight mechanics is just perfect for that
my friend who is a queer nerd artist has written a lot on consumer culture, i wonder if any of these might have what you’re looking for? usvaseregina.com/academic-wor...
October 24, 2025 at 10:55 AM
my friend who is a queer nerd artist has written a lot on consumer culture, i wonder if any of these might have what you’re looking for? usvaseregina.com/academic-wor...
and some things about playing at being the opposite of what i am can be very satisfying, just mostly in a non-sexual way. reminds me of the things i love about larping, actually
October 22, 2025 at 10:58 PM
and some things about playing at being the opposite of what i am can be very satisfying, just mostly in a non-sexual way. reminds me of the things i love about larping, actually
i mean, i’m very much a masochist sub-bottom, but i don’t mind playing at being a sadist dom-top when that’s what my person needs. i might not get that much out of it physically, but it’s also not a turn-off, just kind of *shrugh*
October 22, 2025 at 10:53 PM
i mean, i’m very much a masochist sub-bottom, but i don’t mind playing at being a sadist dom-top when that’s what my person needs. i might not get that much out of it physically, but it’s also not a turn-off, just kind of *shrugh*
the fantasies we imagined together were also in no way vanilla, so i don't know where they got that idea from
October 22, 2025 at 5:28 PM
the fantasies we imagined together were also in no way vanilla, so i don't know where they got that idea from
they’ve arrived here as well! best fruit season is upon us once more!
October 22, 2025 at 4:29 PM
they’ve arrived here as well! best fruit season is upon us once more!
thank you for giving me a new question to ponder! (and ask my partner who is already delightfully on the side of ”yeah i would totally fuck my clone”)
October 16, 2025 at 9:53 PM
thank you for giving me a new question to ponder! (and ask my partner who is already delightfully on the side of ”yeah i would totally fuck my clone”)
if you like them, the people would like to see pictures!
October 15, 2025 at 9:36 PM
if you like them, the people would like to see pictures!
the overnight train bed absolutely killed my back though
October 12, 2025 at 10:25 PM
the overnight train bed absolutely killed my back though
pleased to report that the guardian entity at my person’s family place did not try to scare me. i guess it liked the gift i gave it or the way i spoke to it. in fact i felt really safe there, even alone outside in the middle of the night
October 12, 2025 at 10:23 PM
pleased to report that the guardian entity at my person’s family place did not try to scare me. i guess it liked the gift i gave it or the way i spoke to it. in fact i felt really safe there, even alone outside in the middle of the night
this sucks and i’m so sorry, but i’m also kind of laughing at ”and then jesus ruined everything” because true about so many things
October 2, 2025 at 4:37 PM
this sucks and i’m so sorry, but i’m also kind of laughing at ”and then jesus ruined everything” because true about so many things