dog girl behavior (affectionate)

⬆️ If my adhd brain wants to take apart my entire keyboard to clean it or reorganize all of my desktop files then that’s what the adhd brain is gonna get.

I love my vertical mouse SO much, I just wish it had more buttons on the side (I’ve never found one with more than the two extra ones). I want to save my wrist but also have a bunch of gamer buttons to hotkey.

I don’t live in SoCal anymore so it’s been awhile but I highly recommend the Huntington Library if you have time, and the Norton Simon is such a lovely art museum. Have tons of fun regardless though!!

thank you for working so hard to provide for us 🙏🏼 our yuri breadwinner

I’m SO glad my computer is missing a requirement for a W11 upgrade so it will never ghost update on me. W10 my beloved I’m never letting you go.

🥺 I can’t take credit for Imrae’s design because she’s played by a friend, but I try with my own girls too! This is so sweet you’ve made my week. 💕

Aaa this means so much thank you!! I feel like I was actually pretty bad about unique noses but I’ve drawn so much Imrae this past year so I’ve gotten a lot better about it!

Also have some more old drawings/wips of her I have lying around because I’m obsessed with her.

If you’ve gotten this far thanks for listening to me yap, figured I’d post it publicly to show my thought process? Or if other artists find this relatable, or to let more beginner artists see that even formally educated artists struggle with this sort of stuff!

Overall I know I’m not Bad At Art because I went to school for it, but there’s definitely a place I want to be at that I’m just not. And having a lame, not even remotely creative job is definitely also draining and making that feeling worse.

I’m trying to remedy that by incorporating my OCs into said studies but I feel like I do lose the helpfulness that comes with copying directly from a reference and matching colors/shapes/etc.

Which definitely directly relates to why I still struggle with value, form, and colors.

Wish I was back in art school where I had the time and resources to just churn out a bunch of studies, but with limited chronic illness energy I have a buuunch of other stuff I want to draw.

This means I can see exactly what I want to do/emulate but my hand just does not execute it onto the canvas and it’s just sooooo frustrating.

This has been going on pretty much all of 2025 which is laaame.