of course the owner is coming for the inspection of course
February 16, 2026 at 5:02 AM
of course the owner is coming for the inspection of course
i have to keep it together i have to keep it together i have to keep it together
February 16, 2026 at 5:01 AM
i have to keep it together i have to keep it together i have to keep it together
suko's owners have done half the backyard in the short 3 days theyve been here fr and also completely sorted the front yard and cleaned the entire kitchen when i asked one of them to babysit djarli the other week and thats true kindness right there
February 16, 2026 at 3:11 AM
suko's owners have done half the backyard in the short 3 days theyve been here fr and also completely sorted the front yard and cleaned the entire kitchen when i asked one of them to babysit djarli the other week and thats true kindness right there
also no theyre not a dm <3 theyre a casual player and can miss a game :)
like you have fucking DND and you see im on the verge of a breakdown bc i have to do the gardening and clean the entire house for an inspection, and they cant stop for /one/ minute to fucking help me with the ants
February 16, 2026 at 3:09 AM
also no theyre not a dm <3 theyre a casual player and can miss a game :)
Fuckn chloe and her friend id never met came back home despite it being chloe's day off to completely deal with all the ants and im legit so fucking grateful for them
February 16, 2026 at 3:08 AM
Fuckn chloe and her friend id never met came back home despite it being chloe's day off to completely deal with all the ants and im legit so fucking grateful for them
yknow i thought we were fine bc they messaged me the other day and nothing seemed wrong but. To see me so tired and on the ground against the wall about to cry and they choose to go to fucking dungeons and dragons and then back to their fucking boyfriends after
February 16, 2026 at 3:07 AM
yknow i thought we were fine bc they messaged me the other day and nothing seemed wrong but. To see me so tired and on the ground against the wall about to cry and they choose to go to fucking dungeons and dragons and then back to their fucking boyfriends after
like you have fucking DND and you see im on the verge of a breakdown bc i have to do the gardening and clean the entire house for an inspection, and they cant stop for /one/ minute to fucking help me with the ants
February 16, 2026 at 3:06 AM
like you have fucking DND and you see im on the verge of a breakdown bc i have to do the gardening and clean the entire house for an inspection, and they cant stop for /one/ minute to fucking help me with the ants
oh my god i had a breakdown the other day bc i had just spent a good hour weeding out the majority of the back garden (i had done SO much work) for the inspection and i came inside and there happened to be a Long pile of ants coming from the back door all up into the cupboards bc they had-
February 16, 2026 at 3:04 AM
oh my god i had a breakdown the other day bc i had just spent a good hour weeding out the majority of the back garden (i had done SO much work) for the inspection and i came inside and there happened to be a Long pile of ants coming from the back door all up into the cupboards bc they had-
I think at least im getting better at putting up boundaries now so if things go awry with anybody i wont let it spiral out of control like it did with my ex housemate
February 15, 2026 at 5:29 AM
I think at least im getting better at putting up boundaries now so if things go awry with anybody i wont let it spiral out of control like it did with my ex housemate
i think what sent me over the edge recently was yknow, the last month of utter bullshit tragedy, but also i was immediately heaped with djarli and had to be switched on All The Time with her bc i Knew she'd act up around the cats and i was so lucky i was able to spot when she was aggressive
February 15, 2026 at 4:32 AM
i think what sent me over the edge recently was yknow, the last month of utter bullshit tragedy, but also i was immediately heaped with djarli and had to be switched on All The Time with her bc i Knew she'd act up around the cats and i was so lucky i was able to spot when she was aggressive
its like not ever gonna end tbh. Things will keep happening and life will go on no matter what and tbh i just want to make it good for others
February 15, 2026 at 4:30 AM
its like not ever gonna end tbh. Things will keep happening and life will go on no matter what and tbh i just want to make it good for others
like i need now more than ever to have my own space and a quiet house but i also just. Suko's owners needed a place to stay bc they just finished their lease
February 15, 2026 at 4:29 AM
like i need now more than ever to have my own space and a quiet house but i also just. Suko's owners needed a place to stay bc they just finished their lease
i cant fuckn help it im always the first person to jump and offer when somebody needs help even to my detriment
February 15, 2026 at 4:27 AM
i cant fuckn help it im always the first person to jump and offer when somebody needs help even to my detriment
throws myself off a cliff
February 15, 2026 at 4:26 AM
throws myself off a cliff
i just. dont want to go out after psyching myself up but then smth goes wrong on such a gross ass weather day
February 10, 2026 at 8:51 PM
i just. dont want to go out after psyching myself up but then smth goes wrong on such a gross ass weather day
its stupid as shit but i dont have milk for autism breakfast and i think i need a day at home before im able to officially head out anywhere esp when im going to both the doctors and the police station in the same day
February 10, 2026 at 8:50 PM
its stupid as shit but i dont have milk for autism breakfast and i think i need a day at home before im able to officially head out anywhere esp when im going to both the doctors and the police station in the same day
my friends validated that what i eas seeing was real btw
February 9, 2026 at 7:15 AM
my friends validated that what i eas seeing was real btw
the thing is im no stranger to these coincidences happening in my life but for them to happen in such a way in the place i went to for safety and solace?
February 9, 2026 at 7:14 AM
the thing is im no stranger to these coincidences happening in my life but for them to happen in such a way in the place i went to for safety and solace?
and like, that guy and his abuser have been barred from all the hospitals up that way bc she yells and screams at staff if he doesnt get a bed right away (hes wheelchair bound so she tries to use it for guilt tripping)
February 9, 2026 at 7:12 AM
and like, that guy and his abuser have been barred from all the hospitals up that way bc she yells and screams at staff if he doesnt get a bed right away (hes wheelchair bound so she tries to use it for guilt tripping)
the neighbour spotted and recognized me and smiled and hes rly nice so i dont mind and wouldnt have minded staying
but im glad the other two didnt spot me bc the abuser wouldve probably confronted me like "why did you ABANDON so and so, they NEED their friends"
but im glad the other two didnt spot me bc the abuser wouldve probably confronted me like "why did you ABANDON so and so, they NEED their friends"
February 9, 2026 at 7:11 AM
the neighbour spotted and recognized me and smiled and hes rly nice so i dont mind and wouldnt have minded staying
but im glad the other two didnt spot me bc the abuser wouldve probably confronted me like "why did you ABANDON so and so, they NEED their friends"
but im glad the other two didnt spot me bc the abuser wouldve probably confronted me like "why did you ABANDON so and so, they NEED their friends"
the hospital wasnt even full so why were they all there
February 9, 2026 at 7:08 AM
the hospital wasnt even full so why were they all there
it was someone i cut off last year + their abuser who is a piece of shit and both were there at 5am just when i happened to be there
and the neighbour who multiple of my friends have seen and talked to was there too even tho the hospital i went to isnt our local one
and the neighbour who multiple of my friends have seen and talked to was there too even tho the hospital i went to isnt our local one
February 9, 2026 at 7:08 AM
it was someone i cut off last year + their abuser who is a piece of shit and both were there at 5am just when i happened to be there
and the neighbour who multiple of my friends have seen and talked to was there too even tho the hospital i went to isnt our local one
and the neighbour who multiple of my friends have seen and talked to was there too even tho the hospital i went to isnt our local one
still cant believe i ran into all those ppl at the hospital last night. i literally had to take sneaky photos bc i thought i was hallucinating
February 9, 2026 at 7:05 AM
still cant believe i ran into all those ppl at the hospital last night. i literally had to take sneaky photos bc i thought i was hallucinating
my life will mean nothing if mum puts my deadname on a grave
i at least want to change my name first officially, i keep being put off bc of tragedy in my life
February 8, 2026 at 11:35 PM
my life will mean nothing if mum puts my deadname on a grave