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Eyes & Flesh
@eyesandflesh.bsky.social
Love drawing. Sometimes i make Pixel art
Looking for perfection

The headache doesn't go away
When artists talk about burnout they say things like "I almost left art because of it"

I always knew i wasnt going to leave this, so I thought it wouldnt be a big deal

But it started affecting my life. To make it short people around me think Im lazy, but if I were lazy at least I would eat
November 18, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Looking good

Im glad im finally using references properly instead of just copying them
October 29, 2025 at 3:34 AM
I think my headache might be because of dehydration

Anyway i think (hope) im good already so it's time to cook

I supouse i have to start slow so ill do something slow but big
October 28, 2025 at 5:51 PM
I supouse now i have to rest right?

After who knows how many months, yeah i may be stubborn
October 14, 2025 at 1:02 AM
That is, i cant do more
October 14, 2025 at 1:01 AM
Alright i understand, i cant keep going

I dont want to sound stubborn but i'll still draw 1 more thing, it isn't gonna be the same thing so it's really no problem

I just need some embers to hold onto. Then i'll truly rest

If i continue trying to force it then that will be the real waste of time
October 13, 2025 at 3:24 AM
I cant get rid of the feeling im wasting time
October 13, 2025 at 1:32 AM
I haven't been able to do anything

Seems like i still haven't recovered yet. What should i do

Im already past the point where i cant even enjoy the final result, yet i insist on keep pushing and keep pushing

I hate this forced rest thing so i'll keep trying a little more for now
October 11, 2025 at 3:43 AM
That's enough rest, so after burnt myself like that i should come back with something light

I had an idea that's been on my mind for quite some time, it's pexel art so it shouldn't be a problem
October 7, 2025 at 11:47 PM
I really really dont want to post this, i didn’t wanted to finish it, i dont like how it looks. I cant even look at it
October 4, 2025 at 3:34 PM
Why did it stopped looking that good? I dont understand
October 4, 2025 at 12:31 AM
Back to work
October 3, 2025 at 11:19 PM
The fucking power went out, are kidding me?

I fucking hate the snow
October 3, 2025 at 6:51 PM
My stomach started hurting, so I had to take a pause to eat something

This is really beautiful. finally after so long, I can look at my drawing and smile instead of look away
October 3, 2025 at 4:49 PM
This is amazing, it's coming out really good

I dont know how to describe it, it is just beautiful. Finally i can draw
Finally a solid prove all this months were not a waste
October 2, 2025 at 8:00 PM
I'll let my ambition carry me for once
October 2, 2025 at 2:44 PM
It's been a shitty morning

At least i have a cookie, i've been wanting cookies since a few weeks
September 30, 2025 at 4:54 PM
This turn out much better than i expected, i even tought what to say after it ended looking bad but. I had fun doing this
September 30, 2025 at 1:13 AM
So im finally practicing clothes, it's nice to practice something new after all this time but...

When I draw from a reference with clothes on the pose comes out weird, but if I use one that only shows the muscles it looks much more clean
September 29, 2025 at 10:46 PM
I cant keep like this, i need to be more gentle with myself

Im tired
September 22, 2025 at 10:51 AM
I managed to make this

At this point i dont know if i have improved or not, i dont like this, even if it is the best i have done in a while

There's something so wrong in this but i cant tell what, i cant look at it without having to look away

But it is better than what i have done
September 21, 2025 at 5:51 PM
I think i need confidence

But no matter how i try, one mistake, one line with a slightly degree that i dont like and all goes down
September 16, 2025 at 2:28 PM
Fuck i want to draw something probably beyond my skill level. Again

I'm not sure. I know everyone says things like "first make, then make it look good" or "its better to try and fail than never try" but still

My physical improvement is too slow. What if it ends up being just a waste of time
August 25, 2025 at 12:41 AM
So i couldn't finish the draw

I dont know what i was thinking, i need more practice
August 5, 2025 at 10:42 AM
Im tired
August 5, 2025 at 4:55 AM