estelle 🌹
@estelle.rosemade.art
she/her 🇵🇭🇦🇺🏳️🌈
✨ plural 🌹 roses
just a silly little catgirl :3
composer 🎼 artist 🎨
✨ plural 🌹 roses
just a silly little catgirl :3
composer 🎼 artist 🎨
i feel like i've forgotten how to write music... or well, idk, not really. that feels weird to say bc its not true.
but its more, i'm so out of practice. i've been spending a lot of time exclusively in ruby's DAW but i wanna mess around in logic just.. personal stuff, not client stuff. …
but its more, i'm so out of practice. i've been spending a lot of time exclusively in ruby's DAW but i wanna mess around in logic just.. personal stuff, not client stuff. …
January 28, 2026 at 12:02 PM
i feel like i've forgotten how to write music... or well, idk, not really. that feels weird to say bc its not true.
but its more, i'm so out of practice. i've been spending a lot of time exclusively in ruby's DAW but i wanna mess around in logic just.. personal stuff, not client stuff. …
but its more, i'm so out of practice. i've been spending a lot of time exclusively in ruby's DAW but i wanna mess around in logic just.. personal stuff, not client stuff. …
WHEW the most important things we gotta do this week. i need to make like serious project on this soundtrack project
second need to take our sister to the city & arcade
the latter requires a lot of coordination.
second need to take our sister to the city & arcade
the latter requires a lot of coordination.
January 28, 2026 at 1:52 AM
WHEW the most important things we gotta do this week. i need to make like serious project on this soundtrack project
second need to take our sister to the city & arcade
the latter requires a lot of coordination.
second need to take our sister to the city & arcade
the latter requires a lot of coordination.
what's interesting is i've had my old name longer than we've had the name maddie, i've been around forever lol
January 27, 2026 at 12:53 PM
what's interesting is i've had my old name longer than we've had the name maddie, i've been around forever lol
y'all, identify is fluid. you don't need to hold onto a name that was given to u or u don't resonate with. and if something better comes along tomorrow u don't need permission to change
January 27, 2026 at 12:50 PM
y'all, identify is fluid. you don't need to hold onto a name that was given to u or u don't resonate with. and if something better comes along tomorrow u don't need permission to change
WAH i changed my name. hi
January 27, 2026 at 11:35 AM
WAH i changed my name. hi
wahh discovering ppl u think r real cool are actually plural too is awesome
January 27, 2026 at 9:31 AM
wahh discovering ppl u think r real cool are actually plural too is awesome
if u like trails or if u like just good vgm in general i made this cool thing, w the tracker @ruby.rosemade.art has been working on
Been a while since I did a General MIDI transcription, but just finished one using an experimental tracker/DAW-ish thing I've been working on! (more on that in the future)
🎶 "Sophisticated Fight" from Trails in the Sky 1st Chapter [remake]
🎶 "Sophisticated Fight" from Trails in the Sky 1st Chapter [remake]
January 27, 2026 at 3:34 AM
if u like trails or if u like just good vgm in general i made this cool thing, w the tracker @ruby.rosemade.art has been working on
i think one reason why it's hard to start or continue conversations on here is we all engage with social media for very different reasons
January 26, 2026 at 11:21 PM
i think one reason why it's hard to start or continue conversations on here is we all engage with social media for very different reasons
this year is still full of question marks for us. and day by day sometimes we are just hit with really shitty feeling ones. i think the one important thing is to figure how to sustainably keep going. how do we continue to survive financially while putting our skills towards those who most need them?
January 18, 2026 at 10:22 PM
this year is still full of question marks for us. and day by day sometimes we are just hit with really shitty feeling ones. i think the one important thing is to figure how to sustainably keep going. how do we continue to survive financially while putting our skills towards those who most need them?
as soon as ruby adds vst support i'm just gonna make melodic trance and happy hardcore
January 17, 2026 at 10:38 AM
as soon as ruby adds vst support i'm just gonna make melodic trance and happy hardcore
ughugh ruby has been having the drive to work on tracker stuff during the day, then come night i wanna mess with it and i get the drive to write music but its way past our bedtime.. but i gotta get the ideas down!!! i have a lot of music to write
she added live midi record today so that's rly nice
she added live midi record today so that's rly nice
January 16, 2026 at 2:22 PM
ughugh ruby has been having the drive to work on tracker stuff during the day, then come night i wanna mess with it and i get the drive to write music but its way past our bedtime.. but i gotta get the ideas down!!! i have a lot of music to write
she added live midi record today so that's rly nice
she added live midi record today so that's rly nice
sometimes i think about how we are like really loud and plural in some spaces now and i still think like... fuck, do ppl think we're weird????? but i try to just roll with what feels right anyway
January 8, 2026 at 2:00 PM
sometimes i think about how we are like really loud and plural in some spaces now and i still think like... fuck, do ppl think we're weird????? but i try to just roll with what feels right anyway
it won't be long before some of our eldest nieces have grandchildren. wild
January 8, 2026 at 10:06 AM
it won't be long before some of our eldest nieces have grandchildren. wild
i dun really wanna play trails f0 right now, bc reasons. and i don't rly wanna play cs rn either. i really like the daybreak/2 setup and cast, but it's too early for me to play horizon. i think what this means is i will finally play some other games and maybe something that isn't a 9000 hr RPG /
January 8, 2026 at 9:36 AM
i dun really wanna play trails f0 right now, bc reasons. and i don't rly wanna play cs rn either. i really like the daybreak/2 setup and cast, but it's too early for me to play horizon. i think what this means is i will finally play some other games and maybe something that isn't a 9000 hr RPG /
i love making music man
January 7, 2026 at 3:51 PM
i love making music man
i've been writing the best music i've written in a while, and i'm doing it on Ruby's new tracker, wild shit
January 6, 2026 at 12:00 AM
i've been writing the best music i've written in a while, and i'm doing it on Ruby's new tracker, wild shit
still thinking about how good trails in the sky sc is
estelle is so good ughhsdf;j
estelle is so good ughhsdf;j
December 30, 2025 at 6:06 PM
still thinking about how good trails in the sky sc is
estelle is so good ughhsdf;j
estelle is so good ughhsdf;j
i'm tired. i wish i could just not care what other people thought about me and feel like some weird need for being seen or validated and just make stuff. and not care who listens to it or not. and not care about feedback. and just make stuff. but that sounds miserable too. i need to like,
December 26, 2025 at 7:39 PM
i'm tired. i wish i could just not care what other people thought about me and feel like some weird need for being seen or validated and just make stuff. and not care who listens to it or not. and not care about feedback. and just make stuff. but that sounds miserable too. i need to like,
realizing there is a huge disconnect in what people in digifu community think we& are about. and it's probably because they only know us thru what we've released thru infloresce. our past is really varied and has a lot of overlap with some more niche parts of digifu that i'm ,
December 26, 2025 at 7:29 PM
realizing there is a huge disconnect in what people in digifu community think we& are about. and it's probably because they only know us thru what we've released thru infloresce. our past is really varied and has a lot of overlap with some more niche parts of digifu that i'm ,
said fuck it and started trails from zero as well. i've always been playing two trails games at a time
i do have sky 3rd but i haven't started it yet
i do have sky 3rd but i haven't started it yet
i finished sky sc. oops i saw we had cold steel 1 in the library and started playing it. further making my play order weird. but its fine! w/e. sky 3rd will still be there. crossbell arc will still be there! no trails purist is controlling my playthrough experience. i already played db/db2 also lol
December 26, 2025 at 2:53 PM
said fuck it and started trails from zero as well. i've always been playing two trails games at a time
i do have sky 3rd but i haven't started it yet
i do have sky 3rd but i haven't started it yet
if i told u our living and hygiene habits for the past year or so… they have gotten particularly bad the last few months. maybe on par on what they were in 2019, but lacking any good reason beyond maybe execeutive dysfynction/depression. but well beyond the threshold for ppl to get judgmental abt it
December 26, 2025 at 10:16 AM
if i told u our living and hygiene habits for the past year or so… they have gotten particularly bad the last few months. maybe on par on what they were in 2019, but lacking any good reason beyond maybe execeutive dysfynction/depression. but well beyond the threshold for ppl to get judgmental abt it
all i did this year was play long video games and basically escapism
December 26, 2025 at 9:38 AM
all i did this year was play long video games and basically escapism
all we can do is try and do better next year
December 26, 2025 at 9:35 AM
all we can do is try and do better next year
we have some plans to release some music this coming year. possibly EP sized. but i also think generally we just wanna share sketches and such again. whether that's here or to random friends. need to make music again for me
December 25, 2025 at 11:50 AM
we have some plans to release some music this coming year. possibly EP sized. but i also think generally we just wanna share sketches and such again. whether that's here or to random friends. need to make music again for me
Reposted by estelle 🌹
Purity culture has been staining the internet for a good while now. Everyone’s acting like fiction is a background check for morality, and it’s exhausting. It's spread like mold; turning what should be a fun time, into something people are scared to admit liking.
#blog #internet #fandom
#blog #internet #fandom
Purity and Plague
innerspiral.lol
December 2, 2025 at 9:08 AM