esmé holden
@esmesays.bsky.social
i followed my dreams, and my dreams said to crawl
in the library, catching up on my life
January 30, 2026 at 12:29 PM
in the library, catching up on my life
I’m writing a screenplay, please help me make it when it’s finished
January 25, 2026 at 10:23 AM
I’m writing a screenplay, please help me make it when it’s finished
Sabrina Carpenter… nice
January 25, 2026 at 10:22 AM
Sabrina Carpenter… nice
beautiful woman. not a great filmography as of right now.
January 18, 2026 at 10:17 PM
beautiful woman. not a great filmography as of right now.
my dream is to be bluesky famous
January 18, 2026 at 7:04 PM
my dream is to be bluesky famous
I watched the first episode of The Pitt yesterday, and it was so profoundly normal. I sort of get why people are into it, especially if you're adjusting to the standards of modern TV, but to me it was the kind of show that might be on at an aunt's house that would I would kind of pay attention to.
January 18, 2026 at 11:26 AM
I watched the first episode of The Pitt yesterday, and it was so profoundly normal. I sort of get why people are into it, especially if you're adjusting to the standards of modern TV, but to me it was the kind of show that might be on at an aunt's house that would I would kind of pay attention to.
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say it with me now: Bor Zay Ghee 🤓
January 17, 2026 at 7:46 PM
say it with me now: Bor Zay Ghee 🤓
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Rome: Ruins of the Forum, Looking towards the Capitol https://www.wikiart.org/en/canaletto/rome-ruins-of-the-forum-looking-towards-the-capitol-1742
January 17, 2026 at 11:01 AM
Rome: Ruins of the Forum, Looking towards the Capitol https://www.wikiart.org/en/canaletto/rome-ruins-of-the-forum-looking-towards-the-capitol-1742
nw, a john ford gangster picture:
January 17, 2026 at 11:47 AM
nw, a john ford gangster picture:
i wanna watch a movie
January 16, 2026 at 8:50 PM
i wanna watch a movie
I'm really fascinated by the uneasy backgrounds in many Sandro Botticelli paintings, their too-perfect straight line perspective and their affectless sheen feel so strange, almost uncomfortable. A quality made more textual in de Chirico's work some four hundred year later.
January 15, 2026 at 5:04 PM
I'm really fascinated by the uneasy backgrounds in many Sandro Botticelli paintings, their too-perfect straight line perspective and their affectless sheen feel so strange, almost uncomfortable. A quality made more textual in de Chirico's work some four hundred year later.
giving shadow ticket another go after not really getting into it last time (during a very stressful time where i couldn’t really focus, but)
January 13, 2026 at 11:52 PM
giving shadow ticket another go after not really getting into it last time (during a very stressful time where i couldn’t really focus, but)
saw twin peaks: fire walk with me for the third time in a year tonight, kind of not feeling like seeing it again, but, at the end of the day, it’s such a good movie that never feels less fresh.
January 13, 2026 at 11:50 PM
saw twin peaks: fire walk with me for the third time in a year tonight, kind of not feeling like seeing it again, but, at the end of the day, it’s such a good movie that never feels less fresh.
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After watching just a few episodes of Siskel and Ebert one thing becomes clear: both of these men, but especially Ebert, are completely insane.
January 12, 2026 at 11:46 PM
After watching just a few episodes of Siskel and Ebert one thing becomes clear: both of these men, but especially Ebert, are completely insane.
watched siskel & ebert has really clarified my understanding of mainstream cinema of the past. maybe movies looked a little better in 1997, but they were also all about a little boy with a broken leg/a mental or physical disability/cancer who teaches something important to a broken nuclear family.
January 13, 2026 at 11:27 AM
watched siskel & ebert has really clarified my understanding of mainstream cinema of the past. maybe movies looked a little better in 1997, but they were also all about a little boy with a broken leg/a mental or physical disability/cancer who teaches something important to a broken nuclear family.
basically blocked from posting about this account on twxtter, so please retweet and help me find my friends on here please!
January 13, 2026 at 11:09 AM
basically blocked from posting about this account on twxtter, so please retweet and help me find my friends on here please!
filling in some gaps in eastwood’s filmography
January 12, 2026 at 11:58 PM
filling in some gaps in eastwood’s filmography
singing songs:ohia in the shower, willing myself out of this sickness
January 12, 2026 at 1:04 PM
singing songs:ohia in the shower, willing myself out of this sickness
0 results for "roger ebert & gene siskel" on archive of our own...
January 11, 2026 at 9:23 PM
0 results for "roger ebert & gene siskel" on archive of our own...
movies I watched recently
January 11, 2026 at 8:20 PM
movies I watched recently
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Reclaiming the trash filmmaker and trans icon from an era that couldn’t comprehend his shape-shifting forms of self-identification.
Ed Wood Jr and the pain of pronouns: lwlies.com/in-praise-of...
Ed Wood Jr and the pain of pronouns: lwlies.com/in-praise-of...
Ed Wood Jr and the pain of pronouns
Reclaiming the trash filmmaker and trans icon from an era that couldn’t comprehend his shape-shifting forms of self-identification.
lwlies.com
November 4, 2025 at 10:35 AM
Reclaiming the trash filmmaker and trans icon from an era that couldn’t comprehend his shape-shifting forms of self-identification.
Ed Wood Jr and the pain of pronouns: lwlies.com/in-praise-of...
Ed Wood Jr and the pain of pronouns: lwlies.com/in-praise-of...
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Love this essay by @esmesays.bsky.social on a topic that gave me much cause for thought and questioning while writing my Ed Wood book
lwlies.com/in-praise-of...
lwlies.com/in-praise-of...
Ed Wood Jr and the pain of pronouns
Reclaiming the trash filmmaker and trans icon from an era that couldn’t comprehend his shape-shifting forms of self-identification.
lwlies.com
November 4, 2025 at 1:52 PM
Love this essay by @esmesays.bsky.social on a topic that gave me much cause for thought and questioning while writing my Ed Wood book
lwlies.com/in-praise-of...
lwlies.com/in-praise-of...
girl who just got fired: hi
March 14, 2025 at 7:39 PM
girl who just got fired: hi
little esmé, a tragedy in three parts
March 2, 2025 at 12:53 AM
little esmé, a tragedy in three parts