🥺💜💜💜 im doing much better than last winter thank FUCK tbh sjfjgkgkgkhk 2025 winter is treating me okay-ish so far

💜💜💜💜 it is what it is

i mean like i get it i was there for an adhd assessment not a depression dx i dont blame her tbh but agdhjfjfjfjfjf "have you ever thought of suicide" and then i say yea and then that its funny to me in hindsight 😂

suicide mention /

love that when i mentioned wanting to kill myself during my adhd assessment months ago and the only acknowledgement was "so have you mentioned this to your partner" like girl it was pulling teeth to say that to you and i paid you no i did not 😂😂😂

do i stay on campus to study or go home to take my meds and study at home before my second class.........

maybe spending almost every hour im not at work or school sleeping isnt good but it is literally all i have done or wanted to do all week. i slept [redacted] hours yesterday

bro i cannot do this

oh the reset password link the email sent just sends u to the homepage lmao well have fun with the free trial and then getting cancelled when payment doesnt go thru i guess

bc if cancelling is anything like adobe......

have fun with disney+ i guess lmao you sure as fuck aint paying with it on my cancelled cards 🤣🤣

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thank you for the luck i am trying not to be an anxious mess lol

i did and then she had called me when i was at work yesterday saying i have to wait until tuesday to put in my request for a new card bc of batch processing reasons. so. all my pending transactions are in limbo bc she DID turn off my card but theres no new card yet 😭😭😭