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@ellodie.bsky.social
90’s kid | introvert | artist | old soul | TV/cinema nerd | horror fan | candies junkie | poetry lover | they/she | Babe ✨
1 year ago, this bitch was telling me that she wanted us to be friends because she will be "busy doing life things" and it will be the end of everything. The end of the happy me, my mental health going so shit for the whole year, trust broken, the lover girl in me dead, the never talk to her again…
a boy in a suit and tie is sitting on the floor and saying i hate her
ALT: a boy in a suit and tie is sitting on the floor and saying i hate her
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January 8, 2026 at 8:26 AM
1 year ago, this bitch was telling me that she wanted us to be friends because she will be "busy doing life things" and it will be the end of everything. The end of the happy me, my mental health going so shit for the whole year, trust broken, the lover girl in me dead, the never talk to her again…
All I’m going to wish for in 2026 is Karma getting this bitch for what she did to me in 2025.
January 1, 2026 at 8:00 AM
All I’m going to wish for in 2026 is Karma getting this bitch for what she did to me in 2025.
I truly hate to think that this bitch got her happy ending in 2025 and is about to get another year of her happy ending tomorrow meanwhile, all I did in 2025 was surviving and waiting for the end of the year… Fuck this bitch. Fuck her.
December 31, 2025 at 4:19 PM
I truly hate to think that this bitch got her happy ending in 2025 and is about to get another year of her happy ending tomorrow meanwhile, all I did in 2025 was surviving and waiting for the end of the year… Fuck this bitch. Fuck her.
I love to think that I never mattered and that I will never matter to anyone because nobody will ever send me an apology message for the hurt/pain they caused me, for gohsting me…
December 31, 2025 at 4:01 PM
I love to think that I never mattered and that I will never matter to anyone because nobody will ever send me an apology message for the hurt/pain they caused me, for gohsting me…
What I’m going to miss the most about 2025 is the MAYHEM era. It was such a beautiful moment to be alive as a Little Monster to witness the best era of Lady Gaga. And I will forever be thankful for this album and the tour that saved me 🖤❤️
December 31, 2025 at 4:00 PM
What I’m going to miss the most about 2025 is the MAYHEM era. It was such a beautiful moment to be alive as a Little Monster to witness the best era of Lady Gaga. And I will forever be thankful for this album and the tour that saved me 🖤❤️
When 2025 started and that this girl broke my heart on the 8th day of 2025, I thought I would never see the end of the year and yet, here we are. Thank God for this last day because fuck 2025 with all my heart and soul. Fuck this suck ass year.
December 31, 2025 at 10:14 AM
When 2025 started and that this girl broke my heart on the 8th day of 2025, I thought I would never see the end of the year and yet, here we are. Thank God for this last day because fuck 2025 with all my heart and soul. Fuck this suck ass year.
IT’S THE LAST DAY OF THIS SUCK ASS YEAR 🥳🍾
December 31, 2025 at 9:26 AM
IT’S THE LAST DAY OF THIS SUCK ASS YEAR 🥳🍾
I genuinely think that I won’t last a long time on this planet because I don’t see a future where I have everything I want and where I’m happy…
December 30, 2025 at 2:04 PM
I genuinely think that I won’t last a long time on this planet because I don’t see a future where I have everything I want and where I’m happy…
I have been closer to Lady Gaga than to a relationship this year 💅🏻
December 29, 2025 at 9:58 AM
I have been closer to Lady Gaga than to a relationship this year 💅🏻
Suddenly I don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because I have always yearned for someone to understand my soul.
December 28, 2025 at 8:22 AM
Suddenly I don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because I have always yearned for someone to understand my soul.
3 days left until this fuckass year ends
December 28, 2025 at 8:16 AM
3 days left until this fuckass year ends
2025 is Lady Gaga’s year ❤️🖤
December 27, 2025 at 6:48 PM
2025 is Lady Gaga’s year ❤️🖤
Started 2025 with the worst heartbreak and depression ever and I end the year with 2x MAYHEM Ball, saw Danielle Savre again, a small job during Chrismas holidays and the MAYHEM vinyl liquid. I’m okay with how I end 2025 but the pain from the heartbreak is still here… ❤️🩹
December 26, 2025 at 9:39 AM
Started 2025 with the worst heartbreak and depression ever and I end the year with 2x MAYHEM Ball, saw Danielle Savre again, a small job during Chrismas holidays and the MAYHEM vinyl liquid. I’m okay with how I end 2025 but the pain from the heartbreak is still here… ❤️🩹
It must be nice to have someone who knows you that well, who will give your unexpected gifts on your birthday and Christmas…
December 25, 2025 at 1:08 PM
It must be nice to have someone who knows you that well, who will give your unexpected gifts on your birthday and Christmas…
Can’t wait to read it 😍
December 25, 2025 at 10:26 AM
Can’t wait to read it 😍
I can’t wait to never celebrate Christmas in the future.
December 24, 2025 at 8:10 PM
I can’t wait to never celebrate Christmas in the future.
I can’t wait 😭😩
December 23, 2025 at 7:14 PM
I can’t wait 😭😩
I want a goth girlfriend but I’m nobody’s type…
December 20, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I want a goth girlfriend but I’m nobody’s type…
I would like to wake up to 20/30 orders on Etsy and to be able to live thanks to my art, to my small business but I’m just too delulu, as much as I am about having a romantic relationship 🤡🤡🤡
December 20, 2025 at 12:02 PM
I would like to wake up to 20/30 orders on Etsy and to be able to live thanks to my art, to my small business but I’m just too delulu, as much as I am about having a romantic relationship 🤡🤡🤡
When I see how my mom had no reaction about the fact I found a small job for Christmas holidays, I guess I will keep telling her no shit about my life 🤷🏼♀️
December 19, 2025 at 5:33 PM
When I see how my mom had no reaction about the fact I found a small job for Christmas holidays, I guess I will keep telling her no shit about my life 🤷🏼♀️
In my entire life, I have never heard my mom telling me "I’m proud of you" and it hurts but it is what it is huh ? 😂😂😂
December 19, 2025 at 5:30 PM
In my entire life, I have never heard my mom telling me "I’m proud of you" and it hurts but it is what it is huh ? 😂😂😂
I found a small job for Christmas holidays, they can’t even send my fucking contract before to start the job on Monday… I guess the next time I will get a job, I will say "no contract no job" 🙄😒🤷🏼♀️
December 19, 2025 at 4:25 PM
I found a small job for Christmas holidays, they can’t even send my fucking contract before to start the job on Monday… I guess the next time I will get a job, I will say "no contract no job" 🙄😒🤷🏼♀️
I wonder if I will ever meet Lady Gaga in person one day…
December 19, 2025 at 8:06 AM
I wonder if I will ever meet Lady Gaga in person one day…