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i mean clearly this is where all the cool kids are

It does actually

I JUST LIKE IT WHEN CHANGE IS ENTIRELY VOLUNTARY AND I GET TO THINK ABOUT IT A LOT FIRST

I MISS YOU SO MUCH my job is insane and I did a mini socmed hiatus until the job stuff is less insane AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE GONE FOR LIKE TWO MONTHS MAX AND NOW ITS FUCKING SEPTEMBER

I HAVE TO LEARN A WHOLE NEW APP THO

My current job situation really sucks. But at least it’s helped me see more clearly something that has been hurting me for a long time.

He didn’t dislike me because I was a bad employee.

He disliked me because I knew I wasn’t.

My parents, like most parents, told me when I was very small that if someone didn’t like me for no reason, they were probably jealous of me.

I’ve always believed that, simply because I trust my parents. Believed it with the kind of wide-eyed unquestioning

I’ve realized

Like really, genuinely realized and understood that ‘what I did wrong’ at those jobs, and what my boss and I are currently doing wrong now, is advocating for our/myself.

That’s it.

That’s the answer.

person that I’d never be able to change or work on because no one would tell me what it was.

I tried SO HARD to be a good employee and a good coworker.

And now, suddenly, my best and most favorite boss is on the company’s shit list for fabricated reasons or things totally outside her control and

Working there for two years. They’d clearly been trying to fire me for a while because I was the only one who ever got written up for running late.

But deep down I just knew there must be something off putting about me, something everyone was seeing except me, something intrinsic to my

they had just told me what it was, I would have worked on it and tried to improve.

I’ve been fired twice, both unexpectedly, and the most recent one (ten years ago now) actually hurt me really deeply because I loved that job and those coworkers. I was fired for running one minute late after