Totally didn't do the wrong skin color for this character at first >.> updated wip

TRUEEE

I feel this so much, when I'm small i find myself really wishing I had a playmate and then I get all lonely feeling :<

alt dress!

tee hee bsky.app/profile/elia...

agreed, its really freeing to not suppress yourself, or shun yourself

#ffxiv #ffxivabdl #abdl

OMG I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THAT LMFAO

will do, thank you again for your response <3

ohhhh ok thank you!

finding pride in my body is hard, even morse because i get really bad gender dysphoria, ontop of this struggle, but i know theres only so much one can do for it . thank you for your perspective <3

ive not heard the word holistic b4, would you mind elaborating just a bit there? and yeah, for me the way i end up dealing with it is just making characters that i connect to, which usually inclues darker skin tones, though i do know that some of the poc community dont always like that

your right about that, i did word that part poorly, im also autistic and struggle with wording sometimes so i appreciate the kind approach to criticism on how i said this bit

I think i count? Not on t yet but I plan to be
(I'm technically agender demimasc but eh close enough I go by they and he)

Even though I know full well I can't be
I'm a system, so maybe that's a part of it, because I'm not the original?

Every time I make ocs for myself, I they will at LEAST be well tanned, no lighter, because I do not connect with characters that are the color of a cracker.
Am I in the wrong?

Yes yes I get it being black sucks, but it's genuinely something I get dysphoric over, that my skin isn't darker

Do I know why? Nope
Do i understand that I shouldn't want to be black? Yes
Is it something I feel anyways? YES.
It really sucks because I find myself wanting t9 be in poc groups
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Me but with regression in general lmfao (I use abdl/agere/petre as a coping mechanism and nonsexually lmfao)