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elegantchaos.scares.men
𝐼𝑠𝑎𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑒🎻
@elegantchaos.scares.men
Player and fervent admirer of the violin. Heart made of music. Also a huge Hololive fan (fox❤️), psychology nerd and I’m addicted to plushies. EN/JP(~N2).

AuDHD, NPD, ASPD traumatized bitch.
Trans girl, anarchist, devoted feminist. Occasional nsfw. she/her
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its kinda wild how 2 years after learning im autistic im still discovering more things i do that i didn’t realize were from the ‘Tism
November 11, 2025 at 1:49 PM
love how the capybara just doesn’t give a fuck
November 11, 2025 at 11:37 AM
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ㅇㅅㅇ
November 11, 2025 at 11:10 AM
*glass shattering noises* never tried this high before bc its considered more advanced (and it is hard af) than the rest

afaik the only other instrument that goes this high is the piano
November 11, 2025 at 2:04 AM
i hate people
November 10, 2025 at 10:50 PM
idk if its like an autism thing or smth (like a stim) but whenever im doing something that requires a lot of focus i automatically narrate my thoughts out loud without really thinking about it

so my parents involuntarily get a speech on violin technique whenever i practice
November 10, 2025 at 9:52 PM
i watch this pretty much daily atp

youtu.be/PO8bZx9qRew
Our C̶A̶T̶ W̶I̶F̶E̶ FOX FRIEND Fubuki Sings JAPANESE GOBLIN AGAIN In 2025!! | Hololive Clip
YouTube video by NekoNation Ch. 【Hololive Clips】
youtu.be
November 10, 2025 at 7:11 PM
girls
November 10, 2025 at 6:00 PM
he was so real for this
November 10, 2025 at 5:56 PM
how does anyone actually like turtleneck sweaters

“yes i enjoy the feeling of my neck being constricted the whole day”
November 10, 2025 at 4:05 PM
たくさんがいる極道な政治家を窓外放出しなくちゃダメだよな

意気地なしなクソッタレにすっかりと飽きてるんだぞ

という桐生一馬(多分)
November 10, 2025 at 3:44 PM
rlly upset cause im trying to maintain consistent japanese study but my brain is just too tired from other out-of-my-control shit to do much without hurting myself

feels so stagnant, its depressing after speedrunning the first year and a half

life pls be nice to me
November 10, 2025 at 2:29 PM
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今日も会いに来てくれたんだね
#絵かゆ
November 10, 2025 at 1:33 PM
it snowed last night :D early!
November 10, 2025 at 2:09 PM
tempted to buy a triangle (instrument) just because theyre cheap lol
November 10, 2025 at 12:37 PM
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everyone needs to grow the fuck up and start playing pretend with toys
November 7, 2025 at 1:41 AM
fun isabelle fact i like to talk to my violin and give her little hugs (very gently ofc)
STOP having "conversations" with ChatGPT and START talking to your stuffed animals like a normal person
everyone needs to grow the fuck up and start playing pretend with toys
November 10, 2025 at 10:59 AM
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I hate the democrats so much. They need to be dragged through the streets.
November 10, 2025 at 6:39 AM
disappointed in the lack of Nice Armpit Day participation on here this year smh
Nov 7: Nice Tummy Day いいおなかの日
Nov 8: Nice Boobs Day いいおっぱいの日
Nov 9: Nice Armpit Day いい脇の日 or いい腋の日
Nov 11: Pocky Day ポッキーの日
Nov 12: Nice Hip Day いいヒップの日
Nov 17: Nice Innerwear/Underwear Day いいインナーの日
Nov 20: Nice Thighs Day いい太ももの日
Nov 22: Nice Twintail Day いいツインテールの日
Nov 23: Nice Breasts Day いい乳房の日
November 10, 2025 at 10:17 AM
had a dream that i was on a field trip for school but it was like some huge underground cave next to the school that was completely unfit for inhabitance, and there was a shop with fubuki merch (in the cave) i was at, when suddenly this massive flood starts and
November 10, 2025 at 9:44 AM
whenever i post freak shit i lose followers lol i think ive made it quite clear what im all about

anyway i need to lick blood off a beautiful woman
November 10, 2025 at 1:39 AM
wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wi
…ねえ?なんで?

#絵フブキ
November 10, 2025 at 1:06 AM
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白上フブキ
#絵フブキ
February 10, 2024 at 5:16 AM
meow…
まだ酔ってないよ…?💜
#絵かゆ
November 10, 2025 at 12:47 AM