FUCKING COOK

its a really selfish thought, and it know its very inconsiderate. but after feeling this way for so long i can feel nothing but bitterness for these kinds of people. so simple and easy...........

im surprised! i hope you like the loser rock stuff in there HAHAH

because im so desperate to be good at something in life. but fuck all i guess

its the despair of being unable to fight off these thoughts, because i know that even if people think my art is good, *I* dont. its not good enough, its never good enough and no matter how hard i try ill always keep thinking "man this is not enough" and it turns into an obsession

theres this grief i feel whenever i think about it. i hate comprehending this kind of hurt that affects your being; it pulls and tugs at your chest and it makes your throat feel tight as you think, "why do i feel this way?" it cant stop, and it just keeps on going