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About me:
20sF
Bpd, Bulimia nervosa, Ptsd, SAD, agoraphobia
My ED relapse rules my life atm
Ugw 0lbs 0 ounces.
Don't enjoy life.
I post here to vent. I am unhealthy and probably dying. Do not do what I do.
Planning a huge fast for fall of this year. So, a week from now.
I'm a tortured soul #edsky
20sF
Bpd, Bulimia nervosa, Ptsd, SAD, agoraphobia
My ED relapse rules my life atm
Ugw 0lbs 0 ounces.
Don't enjoy life.
I post here to vent. I am unhealthy and probably dying. Do not do what I do.
Planning a huge fast for fall of this year. So, a week from now.
I'm a tortured soul #edsky
They tortured me and got away with it. All that's left are the lies perverting who I was. A fictional me that got real hate.
January 20, 2026 at 9:23 PM
They tortured me and got away with it. All that's left are the lies perverting who I was. A fictional me that got real hate.
I'm not eating enough to sustain energy to even be awake the whole day and I don't want to.
January 20, 2026 at 9:21 PM
I'm not eating enough to sustain energy to even be awake the whole day and I don't want to.
About me:
20sF
Bpd, Bulimia nervosa, Ptsd, SAD, agoraphobia
My ED relapse rules my life atm
Ugw 0lbs 0 ounces.
Don't enjoy life.
I post here to vent. I am unhealthy and probably dying. Do not do what I do.
Planning a huge fast for fall of this year. So, a week from now.
I'm a tortured soul #edsky
20sF
Bpd, Bulimia nervosa, Ptsd, SAD, agoraphobia
My ED relapse rules my life atm
Ugw 0lbs 0 ounces.
Don't enjoy life.
I post here to vent. I am unhealthy and probably dying. Do not do what I do.
Planning a huge fast for fall of this year. So, a week from now.
I'm a tortured soul #edsky
January 20, 2026 at 9:14 AM
About me:
20sF
Bpd, Bulimia nervosa, Ptsd, SAD, agoraphobia
My ED relapse rules my life atm
Ugw 0lbs 0 ounces.
Don't enjoy life.
I post here to vent. I am unhealthy and probably dying. Do not do what I do.
Planning a huge fast for fall of this year. So, a week from now.
I'm a tortured soul #edsky
20sF
Bpd, Bulimia nervosa, Ptsd, SAD, agoraphobia
My ED relapse rules my life atm
Ugw 0lbs 0 ounces.
Don't enjoy life.
I post here to vent. I am unhealthy and probably dying. Do not do what I do.
Planning a huge fast for fall of this year. So, a week from now.
I'm a tortured soul #edsky
Why is it so hard to purge with people around.
If I lived alone, I'd restrict and if I didn't I'd purge 100% of the time.
It's like the risk is so severe of being caught, so unbearably shameful that I cannot stand to do it.
#edbsky
If I lived alone, I'd restrict and if I didn't I'd purge 100% of the time.
It's like the risk is so severe of being caught, so unbearably shameful that I cannot stand to do it.
#edbsky
January 19, 2026 at 2:59 AM
Why is it so hard to purge with people around.
If I lived alone, I'd restrict and if I didn't I'd purge 100% of the time.
It's like the risk is so severe of being caught, so unbearably shameful that I cannot stand to do it.
#edbsky
If I lived alone, I'd restrict and if I didn't I'd purge 100% of the time.
It's like the risk is so severe of being caught, so unbearably shameful that I cannot stand to do it.
#edbsky
I want to eat
No I don't
Yes I do
No I don't
No I don't
Yes I do
No I don't
January 18, 2026 at 6:19 PM
I want to eat
No I don't
Yes I do
No I don't
No I don't
Yes I do
No I don't
January 18, 2026 at 3:45 AM
let's combine the stuff and hopefully i fucking die
January 17, 2026 at 12:44 AM
let's combine the stuff and hopefully i fucking die
if u are too scared to eat will taking a benzo fix it? I mean, I guess I'm about to find out? Not that I need to eat, I really don't want my restrictiveness to go away rn
#edbsky
#edbsky
January 16, 2026 at 10:16 PM
if u are too scared to eat will taking a benzo fix it? I mean, I guess I'm about to find out? Not that I need to eat, I really don't want my restrictiveness to go away rn
#edbsky
#edbsky
January 16, 2026 at 2:51 PM
January 12, 2026 at 11:36 PM
As school nears closer, the ed rears its ugly head...
January 9, 2026 at 9:15 PM
As school nears closer, the ed rears its ugly head...
January 9, 2026 at 9:14 PM
January 2, 2026 at 5:10 PM
If I could talk to you, I'd ask one question:
"Do you have any idea the harm you've caused?"
Trust is gone.
I'm not so much mad as I am sad and disappointed. But this will be the last fucking time I'll feel disappointed, because I give up on you.
You broke my belief in us.
"Do you have any idea the harm you've caused?"
Trust is gone.
I'm not so much mad as I am sad and disappointed. But this will be the last fucking time I'll feel disappointed, because I give up on you.
You broke my belief in us.
December 18, 2025 at 1:33 PM
If I could talk to you, I'd ask one question:
"Do you have any idea the harm you've caused?"
Trust is gone.
I'm not so much mad as I am sad and disappointed. But this will be the last fucking time I'll feel disappointed, because I give up on you.
You broke my belief in us.
"Do you have any idea the harm you've caused?"
Trust is gone.
I'm not so much mad as I am sad and disappointed. But this will be the last fucking time I'll feel disappointed, because I give up on you.
You broke my belief in us.
December 18, 2025 at 11:04 AM
I cant escape him or them so I go to my safe place where my ears ring and my head throbs and my size shrinks and they congratulate me for losing weight because I'm fat
#caterpillarsky
#caterpillarsky
December 18, 2025 at 3:52 AM
I cant escape him or them so I go to my safe place where my ears ring and my head throbs and my size shrinks and they congratulate me for losing weight because I'm fat
#caterpillarsky
#caterpillarsky
December 18, 2025 at 2:40 AM
December 17, 2025 at 6:35 PM
The link is back and this time it's sure, it whispers to me "you can never escape."
There is only one way to regain control of my life. And she protects me, as dark as it may seem.
#edbsky
There is only one way to regain control of my life. And she protects me, as dark as it may seem.
#edbsky
December 17, 2025 at 12:06 AM
The link is back and this time it's sure, it whispers to me "you can never escape."
There is only one way to regain control of my life. And she protects me, as dark as it may seem.
#edbsky
There is only one way to regain control of my life. And she protects me, as dark as it may seem.
#edbsky
December 16, 2025 at 8:29 PM