Just realized the Vibrant one is uploaded via original pixel size, so it's very blurry oof.

A part of me that already gave up before is still broken but it really took me a few years from there to accept the fact that I couldn't keep looking at the past, n wanted to stop existing in the present. A few years later. I feel more peaceful, even some parts feel kinda numb, but idk, it's ok.

so cute n clean~~

Although I think I'm completely numb, having an old good friend text HBD makes me smile. It's nice to know.

It's so beautiful n balanced~ really love your choice of colors too.

I know full well that there is love in what I do, or else I would not be able to stay with it this long. But after many years of rarely getting a compliment, I do feel lonely. I know I just need to keep going n find my people, but being ignored by my friends n family really made me feel this way.

Also featuring my Vending Machine n a smol one too.

woahhhh they look so cool~~

Now I remember. I’ve been biased—always magnifying the good times of my younger self and comparing them to the bad times of my older self. I kept believing my student years were my best, when really, I just forgot most of the bad days back then.

Traditional vases, both in history and in the present, were made for many purposes. But the ones that inspire me most are those where you can feel the connection between the creator and their craft. Each vase tells a different story, yet they all carry something deeply human.

I've already forgotten what that moment was, but this is a page from my sketchbook from 11 years ago that makes me write this post. I forgot what the subject is, but I really feel like I wanted to help him... or at least ask if he ok n sit next to him.

It was like I never intended to make it look as full as this. It was just me being emotional, wanting to draw something that feels real, feels good, feels delicate, to let myself drown while also making it make sense. And even though it's my childish side, it ended up one of my fav drawings.