Not everyone has this privilege called awesome supporters🫠 I have to think about the marginalized small artists and creators and wannabe influencers who needed a social media and thought they were choosing the better alternative of twitter.
They too I assume get banned like this it breaks my heart

they say one of my 6500posts (i am a yapper im sorry) violated their Respectful Discourse policy. But like which one
w-which post even
i dont think i do these
holy shit like which one

i suspect theyre just bullshitting arent they
i dont promote violence like ever?

i BELIEVE they have this post in particular in mind, but,
Is saying "Company X kills the ppl of Group Y when you support the bigoted Writer Z and their stupid game/ stupid TV show" violating...which one? i guess iii?

they say one of my 6500posts (i am a yapper im sorry) violated their Respectful Discourse policy. But like which one
w-which post even
i dont think i do these
holy shit like which one

thank you that might be the best possible option! since it includes my politics stuff which some ppl do know me for my politics rather than my FE fanart lmao

and thank you so much for your kind words TTvTT i will live !🫂

but i mean this shouldnt be framed as like a bravery thing is what im saying, you know,
im just saying that my situation isnt remotely rare, and its a human right violation issue, alongside with other things
and i am an idiot who cant even think of those shit unless i get to experience the misery.

each 1 second i hold onto my value simultaneously is kind of a miracle or more accurately its my privilege that i dont have to shut up about it. cuz im fuckin weak and if my life is getting threatened in more of a direct manner i might quit.
there are so many "otherwise brave" ppl in such situations

I admire those strong ppl, who wouldn’t shut up about their values no matter what, I’m just calculating if I can fake my strength enough to like, continue being me. But it’s either that or it’s over. Not worth overthinking this anyways🤷

…the spy movie shit is just pure cringe but my friends getting hurt for being associated with me isn’t rly far off, like that shit happened. Multiple times. And I feel like I’m tearing apart
when I have this kinda flashbacks related to my friends the effect last so fucking long

I’m a weak ass coward I will give up within 3sec of anything anyways. It’s be better if I get myself the “one of your teeth contains fatal poison so chew rly hard to escape” kinda thing if I’m the one who gets hurt I’m fuckin weak I don’t trust myself
But I fear, I don’t want my friends hurt

Sometimes I kinda have this movie protag syndrome ass cringe thought experiment; in what situation I give up my value, like how much of a torture does my coward snowflake ass can sit thru, how much physical damage, my arms my legs, teeth, eyes, guts, how much humiliation, my friends getting hurt

How do they even think of continuing this. Even without continuing, living with that thing(s) that never ever leave them esp this internet era.
But i mean i am such person, who can’t shut up about their politics to save their goddamn life, so I do know how they don’t quit. They can’t.

Man how all those activists and very left type breadtuber ppl with “radical” ideas and visible transppl and even any sorta controversial figures, even the right wing ones, go about their day
Like I’m sitting here thinking like, individual incidents suck but the flashback effects pile up tho right?

doesnt help im a non-cis queer lmao

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