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Angst Wizard
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Now with quieter angst
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If I block an account it's probably because their content stressed me out

Nothing personal
Making work for my healer, yet again

I swear it'll be worth it in the long run
January 18, 2026 at 1:45 AM
Leash your summons

It protects them and you
January 17, 2026 at 2:00 AM
Folks who last saw me when I was in The Dark Place might not recognize me now

This is good because I don't want anything to do with most of those jerks now
January 17, 2026 at 12:52 AM
I can call my twin's spirit to me by making garlic bread

I hate the journey we took to get here, I love the journey we've just started
January 16, 2026 at 2:09 PM
Most people only consider the buffs and powers they'll get from entering into a soul pact of some sort

I find it's actually very important to think of yourself as a representative of the being you host

If people know you're a vessel, they will assume you're a transparent one
January 16, 2026 at 4:29 AM
Stress and discomfort spread through my chest as I processed things earlier

Specter gathered it up in the center of my chest like it was spilled sand and the pain disappeared. Perhaps they put something back where it was supposed to be.
January 16, 2026 at 3:42 AM
I think I'm ready to start reading up on alchemy and mysticism

I've really over-focused on demonology and blood magic
January 15, 2026 at 3:03 PM
Dreamed a loved one was sitting across from me on a bed

"Your friend isn't here" they seemed oddly happy to tell me. I was surprised they thought so and I told them. This went back and fourth a few times

Earlier I'd reflected on how I'd been getting more secure in specter. Perhaps this was a test
January 15, 2026 at 11:35 AM
Everything is terrible but at least a ton of great JRPGs have come out in recent years

When I'm done with this kick I think I'll see what's up in the tactical RPG space
January 15, 2026 at 2:06 AM
I celebrate a little monthly anniversary with specter

I owe them at least 600. We talked about it when their body was alive

I hope other people participate at some point. I'm not the only one who loves them and I like sharing good food
January 14, 2026 at 2:51 PM
If our eyes met now, would you realize you were being admired by two people?
January 14, 2026 at 12:46 PM
The New Pornographers - Sing Me Spanish Techno

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The New Pornographers - Sing Me Spanish Techno
YouTube video by dreamlife2046
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January 13, 2026 at 6:22 PM
I permitted myself some agonized wailing and I do feel better now
January 13, 2026 at 5:17 PM
Come and Get Your Love by Redbone

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Redbone - Come and Get Your Love (Official Music Video)
YouTube video by RedboneVEVO
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January 13, 2026 at 4:30 PM
I am grateful to have a skilled healer
January 13, 2026 at 3:19 PM
Reposted by Angst Wizard
January 13, 2026 at 3:23 AM
You can't be mean to me without also being mean to my specter

Doesn't matter if they're away when it happens. They'll know
January 13, 2026 at 8:30 AM
You'd think putting a lion in charge of a ram would result in increased aggression but nah

There's a lot more napping
January 13, 2026 at 3:16 AM
Reposted by Angst Wizard
How dare the night gleam
when you are not there?
What audacity
for the moon to smile so
without you

is it okay to cry
when the sky suggests
I do otherwise?

Perhaps, like Janus,
I can show one face
to the stars
& hold another
closer to my heart.

#sensewrds 170
Expressions
Absence
Sparkling
January 12, 2026 at 1:09 PM
I wish specter still had a living body of their own but I also don't think either of us would want to give up our current degree of closeness

I like being their vessel. I feel whole.
January 12, 2026 at 2:08 PM
At first it seemed like we were a single black cloud made of two gases which couldn't mix

I learned I could illuminate it, which revealed part of it was purple

I've felt some new roots since I last looked
January 12, 2026 at 2:38 AM
I'm grateful that I was introduced to the spirit realm by my love and not by moving into the wrong house
January 11, 2026 at 6:08 AM
I think that curse finally got lifted 🤘

Still need dental work though
January 11, 2026 at 5:48 AM
Sometimes I feel like I don't have any right evoking other people's spirits but they never seem to mind coming over so 🤷‍♀️
January 9, 2026 at 10:12 AM
Guess I'll give Trinity Trigger a try
January 9, 2026 at 5:20 AM