I think you know whyyyyyyyy~

Fufufu~ Two of you now?~ You're making this more and more easy for me everytime to tease you both~

big you circle!

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I guess? For this account at least yeah, but who knows what the rubber will be upon when I get home and after

Well I did quote my alt a few times so I guess it makes sense

//Oh gosh that's really good...Even though I'm transfem I can't deny that FtM stuff is so good...

And that last repost...ough...

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Thanks for the concern Drar but like I said, I've somewhat already mourned his death, of course the real mourning will be done after Monday but he would have wanted me to still live my life like I always did and continue to be me, but I will obviously take my time

Everyone grieves differently, I already lost a grandma during COVID (but not because of it) and mourned "quickly" because I know they'll still be here with me (even though I'm not a believer)

I know he'd want to do the things I enjoy and be with friends so I'll do that once I'll be home

I know, hence why the "maybe"

At the same time, I know my grandpa wouldn't want me to be sad about him passing all the time, he is and always will be with me deep inside.

I'll also be seeing friends the weekend I get back home but really, Monday will be tough but that's how it is

I would like to add that logically, all Octrubber/Novrubber stuff is on hold as well.

Thank you for your understanding, I will keep you all informed tomorrow.

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Thank you, he is not gone yet but I really feel the worst will be happening as (apparently) the medical staff isn't too optimistic about his health.

Thank you for reading and sorry for "ruining" the mood.

- Andrea.

3/3

But I'm also preparing for the worst.

Please understand that until further notice, all streams will be put on hold, as I am sure you will understand how I am currently.

If you wish to check on me, you're welcome to see me in DMs. It is an unfortunate event but such is life.

2/3

I'll say it before you go and when you'll be back but happy birthday!!

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(don't mind my little laziness but I can't think of a better way to tease y'all so I'll just repeat what I said in this one ^^")

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