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i have a right to defend myself just as much as you, so you and your pups nipping at your heels can stop crying about me ever trying to return. peace 😌
September 17, 2025 at 5:21 PM
i have a right to defend myself just as much as you, so you and your pups nipping at your heels can stop crying about me ever trying to return. peace 😌
and quite frankly it's a disgrace and insult to people who have experienced horrid trauma. you got uncomfortable about a fanfic you didn't even write, DESPITE me saying please don't do it if you're uncomfortable. funny how that wasn't mentioned at all, hmm?
anywat, that's all i wanted to say.
anywat, that's all i wanted to say.
September 17, 2025 at 5:21 PM
and quite frankly it's a disgrace and insult to people who have experienced horrid trauma. you got uncomfortable about a fanfic you didn't even write, DESPITE me saying please don't do it if you're uncomfortable. funny how that wasn't mentioned at all, hmm?
anywat, that's all i wanted to say.
anywat, that's all i wanted to say.
+ which your parents should've been monitoring your online activity anyway.
4. enjoy your newfound "freedom" because i've left toontown entirely, because i realized i'm too good for it. if the community can't discern the difference between general discomfort and actual grooming, im wasting my time
4. enjoy your newfound "freedom" because i've left toontown entirely, because i realized i'm too good for it. if the community can't discern the difference between general discomfort and actual grooming, im wasting my time
September 17, 2025 at 5:21 PM
+ which your parents should've been monitoring your online activity anyway.
4. enjoy your newfound "freedom" because i've left toontown entirely, because i realized i'm too good for it. if the community can't discern the difference between general discomfort and actual grooming, im wasting my time
4. enjoy your newfound "freedom" because i've left toontown entirely, because i realized i'm too good for it. if the community can't discern the difference between general discomfort and actual grooming, im wasting my time
3. you can't have cptsd. cptsd originates from YEARS of abuse and i mean you'd have to be in the toddler years. ptsd maybe, but don't you ever dare make a mockery of cptsd, which I do have. it also has to be inescapable, repeated, and from trusted caregivers. you could've left discord at anytime.
September 17, 2025 at 5:21 PM
3. you can't have cptsd. cptsd originates from YEARS of abuse and i mean you'd have to be in the toddler years. ptsd maybe, but don't you ever dare make a mockery of cptsd, which I do have. it also has to be inescapable, repeated, and from trusted caregivers. you could've left discord at anytime.
make it 13+ because you should have SOME semblance of whats right and wrong. parents are responsible for your online activity until at least you're 20. i refuse to let you make it my problem.
2. even if grooming "was" involved, im a lesbian and you're a male. lol
2. even if grooming "was" involved, im a lesbian and you're a male. lol
September 17, 2025 at 5:21 PM
make it 13+ because you should have SOME semblance of whats right and wrong. parents are responsible for your online activity until at least you're 20. i refuse to let you make it my problem.
2. even if grooming "was" involved, im a lesbian and you're a male. lol
2. even if grooming "was" involved, im a lesbian and you're a male. lol
It will never be anyone's else's choice to choose who will forgive me or not, sorry to say. Anyway, I'm going to depart now. Good luck with your days.
July 10, 2025 at 12:05 AM
It will never be anyone's else's choice to choose who will forgive me or not, sorry to say. Anyway, I'm going to depart now. Good luck with your days.
I love Clash, and those who let me go realize my mistakes and have forgiven me. I have a support group twice a week, I have therapy, new medication, and I'm working on my own 21+ Discord server. I realize it'll never be enough for anybody, but I'm not trying to please other people, only myself.
July 10, 2025 at 12:03 AM
I love Clash, and those who let me go realize my mistakes and have forgiven me. I have a support group twice a week, I have therapy, new medication, and I'm working on my own 21+ Discord server. I realize it'll never be enough for anybody, but I'm not trying to please other people, only myself.
No. The team's requirements are all 18+ and I do not accept DMs from anyone under 20.
July 9, 2025 at 11:51 PM
No. The team's requirements are all 18+ and I do not accept DMs from anyone under 20.
cognitive skills to know what was wrong. I thought it was just something people did. I WISH I had known better or I would have stopped it right away. I didn't notice I was groomed and abused until age 27. I have learned a mass amount in that time. Whether people choose to believe me or not, that ok.
July 9, 2025 at 11:49 PM
cognitive skills to know what was wrong. I thought it was just something people did. I WISH I had known better or I would have stopped it right away. I didn't notice I was groomed and abused until age 27. I have learned a mass amount in that time. Whether people choose to believe me or not, that ok.
I was already repulsed by NSFW before this happened. I also didn't say I was a minor during ReindeerClan. I was sexually abused between the ages of 13-18, so the wounds were still open. ReindeerClan had a nsfw channel made by the previous owner (who was also a minor) that was 14+. I did not have the
July 9, 2025 at 11:49 PM
I was already repulsed by NSFW before this happened. I also didn't say I was a minor during ReindeerClan. I was sexually abused between the ages of 13-18, so the wounds were still open. ReindeerClan had a nsfw channel made by the previous owner (who was also a minor) that was 14+. I did not have the
I haven't talked to anyone under 18 since this incident happened. What makes you think I would ever do it again, when you dont know me?
July 9, 2025 at 11:44 PM
I haven't talked to anyone under 18 since this incident happened. What makes you think I would ever do it again, when you dont know me?
Put that effort against me into something more fruitful. Peace, love, and good luck in life. 🌷
July 9, 2025 at 11:41 PM
Put that effort against me into something more fruitful. Peace, love, and good luck in life. 🌷
I have friends who find my worth, and I don't need it from people who don't care. I never ever thought I was special. I know many people wouldn't cry, but the ones who do matter to me more than those who don't.
July 9, 2025 at 11:20 PM
I have friends who find my worth, and I don't need it from people who don't care. I never ever thought I was special. I know many people wouldn't cry, but the ones who do matter to me more than those who don't.
It felt right at the time to be with him because I was being sexually abused at home and I had no one to turn to. He was the only support system I had at the time. Of course I regret it down the line. But I had no place to go. I was a minor, barely 18 with inescapable abuse to face at the time.
July 9, 2025 at 11:16 PM
It felt right at the time to be with him because I was being sexually abused at home and I had no one to turn to. He was the only support system I had at the time. Of course I regret it down the line. But I had no place to go. I was a minor, barely 18 with inescapable abuse to face at the time.
That was far from what I was doing. Sure, I was upset, but I hated myself for what I'd done. I did not blame anybody but myself. I agree I shouldn't have changed my Discord to that, but again, regardless of what it was for, suicide is not a joke.
July 9, 2025 at 11:09 PM
That was far from what I was doing. Sure, I was upset, but I hated myself for what I'd done. I did not blame anybody but myself. I agree I shouldn't have changed my Discord to that, but again, regardless of what it was for, suicide is not a joke.
I never said that. You can be upset at my actions, do what you must, but suicidal thoughts do not deserve to be made light of.
July 9, 2025 at 11:03 PM
I never said that. You can be upset at my actions, do what you must, but suicidal thoughts do not deserve to be made light of.
It was actually a voluntary three days, and by voluntary, it means I had the right to leave whenever I felt necessary and my care team deems me no longer a danger to myself. My friends knew I was there. Suicidal thoughts are no joke, and by this post it shows you are no better than I am.
July 9, 2025 at 10:58 PM
It was actually a voluntary three days, and by voluntary, it means I had the right to leave whenever I felt necessary and my care team deems me no longer a danger to myself. My friends knew I was there. Suicidal thoughts are no joke, and by this post it shows you are no better than I am.
One another thing I'd like to add before I'm done - I'd really like to see evidence of me doing the same behavior in the last ten years. If that doesn't change your opinion, I don't know what to tell you.
July 9, 2025 at 10:54 PM
One another thing I'd like to add before I'm done - I'd really like to see evidence of me doing the same behavior in the last ten years. If that doesn't change your opinion, I don't know what to tell you.
Tried to be good friends and help him improve. If you look up 'groomers' and 'pedophiles' and their tendencies, you will find nothing fits what we did here. Some stupid, inappropriate mistakes, but pedophiles? Not a chance. I dont even talk to minors anymore and haven't since the first incident.
July 9, 2025 at 8:47 PM
Tried to be good friends and help him improve. If you look up 'groomers' and 'pedophiles' and their tendencies, you will find nothing fits what we did here. Some stupid, inappropriate mistakes, but pedophiles? Not a chance. I dont even talk to minors anymore and haven't since the first incident.
This being all said, I've never been a groomer or pedophile. I've never wanted explicit photos from children, I never wanted to gain their trust, or isolate them from their friends and family. Outside those screenshots, we supported Luca the best we could. He was insecure about his art, and we-
July 9, 2025 at 8:47 PM
This being all said, I've never been a groomer or pedophile. I've never wanted explicit photos from children, I never wanted to gain their trust, or isolate them from their friends and family. Outside those screenshots, we supported Luca the best we could. He was insecure about his art, and we-
I'm sorry for blaming you, like I said in my original post. I took out my anger (from my irl SA) on you when I shouldn't have. I HAVE changed in the last 10 years. I tried my best to.
July 9, 2025 at 8:35 PM
I'm sorry for blaming you, like I said in my original post. I took out my anger (from my irl SA) on you when I shouldn't have. I HAVE changed in the last 10 years. I tried my best to.
I'm already an abuse/SA survivor from my own household and a neighbor. Sure, I made some jokes along NSFW, but again that's because I was PRESSURED to fit in. The topics came to me as a young age and internet safety was not prominent back then. Should I known better? Yes. But my upbringing didn't.
July 9, 2025 at 8:35 PM
I'm already an abuse/SA survivor from my own household and a neighbor. Sure, I made some jokes along NSFW, but again that's because I was PRESSURED to fit in. The topics came to me as a young age and internet safety was not prominent back then. Should I known better? Yes. But my upbringing didn't.