but really it’s just that I struggle severely with memory loss/false memories. Idk I don’t want it to come off like I don’t care🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀

about following unrealistic rules I made up for myself so 😭

Oh yeah and for clarification, I don’t really believe in this crap for other people. Our own personal identity is so complex and unique to every person that it’s entirely unfair to apply the concept of “manliness” to things like our own name(s) but I also have a weird thing

I need to get a journal

So I don’t think I would be entirely upset if I got rejected because I am too masculine and the hypothetical partner would want someone to call girlfriend/wife. But I also really love the idea of being a lesbian boyfriend because it ties into my feelings towards my own butchness idk haha

I use he/it, I exclusively prefer “masculine” terms and will begrudgingly accept being called “partner” at worst. I love being called boyfriend or husband, I love dressing masculinely. Even both of my names are considered “man” names.

I would love to play it with you! I just gotta wait until I can buy it again. I have played the first one a bit and really liked it but I’ve had my eye on the second one for awhile since I really like that it has multiple (and less DLCs, I can’t keep up with the amount the first one has lol)

bad things constantly and after while it just feels like I’m choosing to stay in something this bad instead of trying to do something about it but I promise I’m notttt😭

It makes it hard to talk about it with friends cause I barely, if almost never, have anything good going on anymore it’s just one event after another and after while all I can think is that they are thinking “damn when will this bitch have a good day😭” cause like. no one wants to hear about

WIGEON PARTY