Alan Edwards
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derenemyn.com
Alan Edwards
@derenemyn.com
Widowed dog dad, former caregiver. Mass Effect and Bioware nerd, writer, actor, fight choreographer, carny, larper, wrestling mark. I wrote about Julienne at derenemyn.com and her writing is at whimsyandwarpaint.com.
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December 15, 2025 at 1:22 PM
Exactly how it went for me as well. Just so unbelievably bleak
December 15, 2025 at 1:19 PM
Every day darker, it seems. And every day I engage with it less
December 15, 2025 at 12:18 PM
Thankfully it's statistically impossible to have a heart attack shoveling snow
December 14, 2025 at 3:23 PM
For REAL for real
December 14, 2025 at 3:21 PM
So happy for you!!
December 12, 2025 at 12:03 PM
Every time I watch this I'm mesmerized by the lil hands
December 9, 2025 at 7:25 PM
I will happily treat them in your name before they hopefully give me space on the couch to lay down after work. They are the most whimsical shitheads, but they're still shitheads haha
December 9, 2025 at 7:24 PM
I'm so sorry to hear that. That all echoes inside me as well. I hope you find things that make each day worth the fight. Even if it's a hand puppet. The whimsy must flow!

I'm a little better today but I could sleep for a week.

I appreciate you & hope your tomorrow is better than these awful days 💜
December 9, 2025 at 6:54 PM