tbh it's more likely that I'm a terrible artist no matter how hard I try to get good. I'm sure professional artists rarely go through this.

The worst part is that it doesn't even have to do with what I can or can't draw. This can simply happen with any drawing. The advantage of drawing for ptron is that I can simply give up and try something else, but otherwise, I'm forced to draw something that will probably turn out badly.

I wish there was a way for me to predict that I won't be able to do a drawing in 1 to 3 days. I wouldn't even agree to draw it.

thank you <3

it's funny that i found the original reference for this practice on pinterest and i didn't know who she is. A friend pointed out to me who she is and now i want to draw her again

no joke I think the last time I spent a day at home without melting or feeling unwell from the heat was in August

My prayers have been answered!

I rested for two hours and then started drinking and drawing. I'm wanting to stop and exercise a bit to relieve the anxiety because alcohol can't do that

If I had taken my medication at that time, I wouldn't be having trouble drawing.

And the shirts that didn't fit before, I'm able to wear them again, even though they're quite tight.