This is escaping orbit. Here's what I've read:

Liber Null/Psychonaut
Condensed Chaos
Principia Discordia
Brain Magick
Extensive NLP/hypnosis stuff

What I like about chaos magic is trancework stuff and how it's like a model of models. I DON'T really care for sigils, servitors, etc.

I'm so proud of where I've gotten to in avatar creation. I've done an insane amount of work making these avatars and it pays dividends because that's me and my partner! There's so many hypnotic toys and features, most of which I made myself! And I got to literally design my partner! Aaaah

Girl who desires to be all powerful and blazing and cool and scary for sure voice: ouguhghghh yeah daddy make me look like fanart of asuna blue archive oh gawd i'm gonna cum and i might even produce a single milliliter of liquid

and came to the realization all at once that I'm still dealing with which was just outright saying: "If it's not cute I don't wanna play it though"

How long have I been such a bubblegum princess what do ytou mean Forever oh no

Konnie collects a lot of mind control paraphernalia, and she has a bad habit of putting them on fresh from the box without reading the instructions.

Makes for awkward and embarrassing moments when one of her dads has help her out.