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dubiously extant//The Allegory manifest
. the shadows dance and so do I.
—care to join me?
she/they/it | pfp by sumiaou | 🏳️‍⚧️ 23
the day you get your first tour of a cadaver isnt one you forget
November 12, 2025 at 5:26 PM
It's hard. Really hard. I'm rooting for you, though. It genuinely feels like you have to delude yourself at the start
November 12, 2025 at 10:40 AM
And you are already doing right by trusting others. Genuine communication with those you trust is how you keep your philosophies in check. You are choosing to trust your therapist, and it sounds like a good idea. But philosophy is just theory until you put in the work to really live by those words
November 12, 2025 at 10:37 AM
They do need help. I do too. We all do. It's borderline impossible, especially at the pace of society nowadays. In fact, it is difficult *with* help too. Cause nobody can rummage around in your wires and patch in a fresh, adaptive philosophy on life for you. thats all solo work. and its exhausting
November 12, 2025 at 9:44 AM
i apologize for making you upset. im quite abrasive as i've come to learn. ill stop giving my 2¢
November 12, 2025 at 8:44 AM
the idea that lifting oneself out of depression is difficult? thought we all agreed upon that. im saying im no better. I just wanted to say endorphins are good neurochemicals
November 12, 2025 at 8:36 AM
what was this in reference to?
November 12, 2025 at 8:34 AM
you dont have to do it all at once, but the way you speak makes me think that you *want* to live a meaningful life. You already lead one, afaic. But your bravery in the face of opposition is psychologically taxing. You've burnt yourself out. But that's why we have community. weakness is human
November 12, 2025 at 8:32 AM
you need to reassociate. the more you engage with the tangible, the better. but to make life meaningful is to give your life stakes again. it's scary. it really is. but you must choose to live a meaningful life scared, over a meaningless life numb. its ok to be scared. expected, even
November 12, 2025 at 8:27 AM
Thats ok :)

soggy doggy allll clean !
November 12, 2025 at 6:48 AM
funny how the things that help are always the hardest to do

like i'm one to talk anyways 🚬
November 12, 2025 at 6:48 AM
no more musky husky!! squeaky clean bubble puppy!!!
November 12, 2025 at 6:38 AM
soggy doggy!!! soggy doggy!!!
November 12, 2025 at 6:31 AM
if you have the energy/time, work out

the endorphins from a good day at the gym will help
November 12, 2025 at 6:30 AM
November 11, 2025 at 10:12 PM
jailbreak the tesla by injury reserve has unfortunately not aged well as a song 😔
November 11, 2025 at 8:51 PM
been dealing with hypersomnnia lately, we should fuse to make (1) functional human
November 11, 2025 at 1:12 PM
🍫🍭🍬🍬🍬🍭🍫🍭🍫🍭🍬

this sweet enough? 🤭
November 11, 2025 at 1:08 PM
mhmyeahsureokthatswhatthatmeansnow💢💢💢
November 11, 2025 at 12:40 PM
music was off cos i was listening 2 danny brown -w- b
November 11, 2025 at 12:19 PM