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1artplease
@d3adt3d.bsky.social
Making to see. Repetition without meaning. Thoughts arrive after the marks.
Daily practice. Trying.
Mixed media on whatever’s nearby.
Part of my ongoing series exploring repetition, memory, and the slow cycle of depression.
I keep returning to the same forms, not to find something new, but to see how meaning shifts as I change.
Some things only make sense after you’ve lived with them long enough.
January 12, 2026 at 6:26 PM
I think depression can be a type of greed. Nothing is ever enough.
January 6, 2026 at 3:46 PM
I'm excited to share that my piece Blue Drift has been selected for Creative Dose, a group exhibition by Artist Alliance at Ashton Gallery in North Park, San Diego.
Creative Dose
Ashton Gallery, North Park
January 10 - February 6, 2025
Opening Reception: January 10, 4:00-7:00 PM
January 6, 2026 at 1:59 AM
Is it better to be alone with people or by yourself?
December 27, 2025 at 9:08 PM
Some thoughts after the critique at OAM.

Art is work, and I want to treat it professionally.

Sometimes I hide my insecurity/incompidance inside chaos.
December 13, 2025 at 4:58 PM
this is a new work in progress on digging it so far.
December 9, 2025 at 3:30 PM
Love Me Like War

Is it done? I don’t know. Feedback is appreciated.
December 3, 2025 at 4:19 PM
I heard someone on a podcast say that humans exist to create meaning.

Art is work, and work is art. Art becomes the most abstract kind of work and the most representational expression of meaning.
December 2, 2025 at 4:20 PM
I’m excited to be one of the artists in the Artist Alliance Juried Critique at OMA on Dec 9, 6–9pm. It’s free and open to the public—come hang out and see some great work. #ArtAtOMA
December 1, 2025 at 9:38 PM
Just creating things this morning with some coffee. I’ve been thinking about how much I love art that feels simple on the surface—big color fields, simple shapes, the beauty of restraint. That kind of art has always felt powerful to me.
November 18, 2025 at 3:48 PM
November 17, 2025 at 4:32 PM
writing about art I think I’ve stumbled onto some new idea/process/theory, I Google it and realizeit’s not new at all. & there’s this mix of feelings sad that it’s not original, but also a little impressed that I found my way to something other people have already worked through What's that called?
November 15, 2025 at 4:48 PM
I started this by writing the same phrases over and over until they disappeared, then added shapes until something finally felt meaningful. I’m trying to let the work emerge on its own instead of forcing a message.

#art #mixedmedia #contemporaryart #abstractart #processart
November 13, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Experimenting with ink, rubbing alcohol, and varnish to build up/destroy layers. I really like where it landed, it doesn’t mean anything, and that’s kind of the point.

Any feedback would be appreciated.
November 10, 2025 at 4:17 PM
Feeling really good today, also feeling like I just want to drink coffee and make art.
November 6, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Just a fragment from a larger piece I’ve been sitting with for a while. I kept repeating the same phrase until it disappeared—layer after layer, it became something else. Trying to stay inside the process, not the outcome.
November 4, 2025 at 3:39 PM
Making art feels like drowning in sand—slow, heavy, impossible to move. But it’s still the only thing I want to do.

#contemporaryartist #fineartpractice #mixedmediaartist #artprocess #conceptualar
October 24, 2025 at 3:43 PM
Memory Shapes

Memory Shapes explores depression, memory, and repetition as ways of rebuilding meaning. Layers of torn paper and paint echo the struggle to feel, heal, and find beauty in what remains unresolved.

#mixedmediaart #abstractexpression #contemporaryartist #collageartwork
October 23, 2025 at 9:54 PM
Enjoying that place where I can see the darkness but don’t have to be in it. I can feel alone but not lonely.

#somuchnothing #mixedmediaart #abstractexpression #mentalhealthart
October 19, 2025 at 10:06 PM
Sometimes it’s embarrassing to admit that you’re growing.
October 15, 2025 at 8:48 PM
some mornings feel like i’m trapped in a block of gel—everything’s slow and distorted. but even when it feels like i’m not moving, i know the struggle itself is still progress.

hashtags:
#oneartplease #artprocess #movingthroughit #artistthoughts #slowprogress
October 15, 2025 at 2:03 PM
dance with your demons — it’s more fun than fighting them
October 9, 2025 at 2:08 PM
feeling good lately. it’s strange—when i feel good, it’s harder to reach the part of me that makes art. trying to let that go and just enjoy making shapes.

#oneartplease #artprocess #abstractart #mixedmedia #modernart
October 8, 2025 at 8:18 PM
October 5, 2025 at 11:42 PM
I will be fine. True.
I will be fine. False.
I will keep moving forward trying/not trying to see and feel the pain of others.
I will be fine. But I want to be more than fine.
September 30, 2025 at 3:39 PM