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requiem 🔞🐛 edbsky
@cyanidecals.bsky.social
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doing my best

⚧️they/them - genderqueer
🔞23 - i block minors & fatphobes
🍁ednos/ana est. 2017
🐛caterpillarsky
🧡pro recov + harm reduction
🩸real vampire, probably

5'4 ▪️ lw 100.4 - hw 172
cw 159 ▪️ gw 135 ▪️ugw 100-115
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requiem 🔞🐛 edbsky @cyanidecals.bsky.social · Sep 23
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hi I'm requiem
🔸23 ♑♎♋
🔸trans, queer, they/them
🔸madly in love w my fiance
🔸seahorse dad of a 1yr old 🧡

🔸disordering since 2017
🔸MPA + edtwt vet
🔸 relapsing, I think
🔸AuDHD, bipolar, mixed PD (aspd/bpd/hpd), ocd, ppd

I like my chemical romance & I'm an actual vampire, probably
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pocketfoxe.bsky.social
November 19, 2025 at 11:02 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
ok bet we had stroganoff for dinner and that was 410 cals so 735/800. not bad not bad. the first day is easy tho
November 19, 2025 at 2:03 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
had brussels sprouts + broccoli + edamame with balsamic for lunch gah it feels nice to eat something green. we're like, entirely out of veg now but that's fine ig we get paid this week
November 18, 2025 at 7:21 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
okay. locking the fuck in, as the kids say.
-800 cals a day
-cheat day Saturdays ONLY for drinking
-if I wanna drink outside of that I have to count the cals
-no ordering bs just cuz we eat out. GET SOMETHING SMALL.

idk if ill log on here or anything but I can't just keep being fat anymore
November 18, 2025 at 3:31 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
have 2 stop looking at th1nsp0 and do smth else I think I'm just gonna open minecraft
November 18, 2025 at 5:06 AM
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homicidalkgs.bsky.social
November 15, 2025 at 2:18 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
had my monthly cry sobbing to fiance about how fat I am and that helped tbh
November 18, 2025 at 4:52 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
so stupid that the one legal addiction makes you FAT I just wanna do C0KE but I'm on PROBATION
November 18, 2025 at 4:24 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
do u ever look at th1nsp0 and feel physical waves of pain thru ur body bc that's me rn
November 18, 2025 at 4:21 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
at least i omaded today other than the shots + a glass of wine
November 18, 2025 at 4:17 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
fucking GOD DAMN I miss edtwt why'd the nazis have to eat Twitter
November 18, 2025 at 4:16 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
fucking miss c0ca1ne it was so fucking easy to not eat back then fuck fuck fuck I hate everything I hate being off drugs I hate being responsible
November 18, 2025 at 4:14 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
i don't eat any fucking VEGETABLES that's my problem we just don't have the money to buy them + other food FUCK I hate this I hate EVERYTHING
November 18, 2025 at 4:12 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
it's remembering when I was skinny hours
November 18, 2025 at 4:07 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
ehhh I was thinking about doing a Diet but consistency is usually key I just actually have to LOG MY CALS and BE CONSISTENT. I'm doing it I'm fixing my stupid fat post pregnancy body NOW.
November 18, 2025 at 3:59 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
maybe I just need to go on a diet. like one of the ones I used to do as a kid, the ABC or something like that. (idk that'd be too low res for me but you get the vibe.) maybe that would fix me
November 18, 2025 at 3:50 AM
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emiliusdraws.bsky.social
#3157 A helpful tutorial
A digital drawing of one of those drawing tutorials that says 'don't do this, do this.' The drawing is of an almost naked middle-aged man doing a flying kick. The 'Don't do this' one has a bunch of areas circled and a cross under it. The 'Do this' one is exactly the same but without the circles and a tick instead of a cross. The text reads 'Needlessly adding red circles will ruin your art' and a smaller bit of text at the bottom reads 'Bonus tip! Add a tick under all your art so people think you did it right.'
November 17, 2025 at 11:40 PM
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xrayvex.bsky.social
😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌
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the Bugs Bunny "i wish all ___ a very___" image meme where he's dressed up in a tuxedo on black background. text reads: I wish all people who insisted that Taika hated being on OFMD a very -" and then the bottom part is two captioned screen shot images from the Entertainment Weekly video interview of Taika Waititi where he talks about being on OFMD and how much he loved it while holding a poster for the show. left image caption reads: "I had the best time of my life - I played Blackbeard." right image reads: "It was just like a fantastic couple of seasons of that show and I was just very very proud to do this."
December 4, 2024 at 1:05 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
every time I open my sp0 Pinterest board I get sad and come on here lol sorry
November 18, 2025 at 3:45 AM
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alisoncybe.bsky.social
The Salvation Army are a hate group. Do not forget that this winter.
November 17, 2025 at 5:04 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
i gotta quit drinking or I'm never gonna be skinny
November 18, 2025 at 3:34 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
im so bad at being a person
November 11, 2025 at 5:57 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
I think maybe I'm gonna get a step counter app just to have some sort of tracker til I can get a fitbit. it's getting so cold though and I can't take the baby on walks in this and I hate this so much I just want to get exercise
November 11, 2025 at 5:38 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
sorry for the long vent. on my vent account
November 11, 2025 at 5:29 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
i hate my post pregnancy body I hate that I don't know how to make it lose weight I hate that I don't have time to focus on 🌟ving anymore I hate that I don't have time to measure my food I hate that my diet is mostly box dinners and takeout and microwave food I hate that I don't have time to walk
November 11, 2025 at 5:20 PM