I'm sorry that that's happened. Hope things get better for you and your grandmother 😔

I do not condone bots on Youtube (p**n, uttp, etc.) but in this case I think it's valid (without the disgusting pfp).

I'm so sorry I really need to catch up on what missed since I left Bluesky for a while. I promise I'm done.

Congratulations! 🥳

That's not why I'm depressed I had a bad day and now I'm noticing this.

But if life isn't gonna change, neither will I. I'm aware I'm not the only one who feels this way but I still need to share my thoughts about the current state of my life. There's a lot more I could say but it's pretty similar to what I've already said so I'll leave it there.

And I really didn't want to bring this up because it's disgusting but I feel like I should be honest. The only way I cope is it to pleasure myself with fetish art. Does it feel good? Yes. Is it what I want? No. I want to be happy. I want to have a day where I don't see negativity for once.

but they're all online, and I have to wait until after the holidays to get a job. I hate having to pretend that I'm okay to my parents but I know they won't help if I tell them I'm not. I keep thinking it's my fault I feel so depressed.