coyotecorner (Mykal)
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coyotecorner.bsky.social
coyotecorner (Mykal)
@coyotecorner.bsky.social
A account for a more unfiltered experience of a coyote's yappings of living in modern society and having very very specific kinks (18+)

Main account: @mykaldraws.bsky.social
When I can't be silly and obtuse, you have to see me for what I am and be okay with that- and I'm fine being open like that... As long as I can convince myself you are fine with that

Which- I guess requires a bit of outwards encouragement- otherwise I keep myself safe by not letting you too close
November 27, 2025 at 9:04 AM
In VR, in very social, outgoing and rambunctious...

I think that's because I can generally read a room- a GROUP of peole..

I can't do that so much for a single person in an isolated setting. At least I can, but it feels vulnerable, the vibe is different, and the anxiety ramps in full gear..
November 27, 2025 at 8:53 AM
I also have brain worms about like "oh well you're submissive and a bottom furry" and like... Perceived stigma just immediately placed onto me like "oh okay well this person is gonna see that and immediately think you're probably clingy or something is wrong with you and you don't know how to act"
November 27, 2025 at 8:46 AM
Or that simply who I am is a let down.

I don't know, it's all very complex and I try to be as emotionally vulnerable and open always- but I think when thinks come to attraction or intimacy- it's like fuck oh god you're only allowed from a distance because I know you'll be disappointed
November 27, 2025 at 8:44 AM
Which, I think being gentle and intimate is extremely vulnerable in a way I think I sort of blocked myself away from? Being that vulnerable comes with a lot of fear and history and anxiety- I can't get my brain to shut up; and I think it's so focused on when I'm eventually gonna let someone down-
November 27, 2025 at 8:42 AM
I'm astronomically bad at flirting- but also so anxious inside to a debilitating degree, but I overcome it all by acting/playing coy which is fun- to a point LMAO

The second someone is like "I want you" instead of "I'm taking what I want from you" my brain just goes

"What why oh god oh shit ME??"
November 27, 2025 at 8:39 AM
Think Janet from the good place with 30% more trauma, 30% more combat, and 40% more sex
November 20, 2025 at 12:29 AM
Souls in my head are like- time capsules of memories of living things- but also what breathes life into certain things. This "time capsule" is not really ever accessible or viewable in anyway (hence why people dont remember past lives)

...but what if a synth remembers sometimes
November 19, 2025 at 7:30 PM