But i guess you don't really know how things will go till you take the leap, even if this wasn't exactly how I thought it'd go, I'm glad it did happen...

I'm gonna be better this time, I'm gonna rebuild our friendship, I'm not gonna make the same mistakes I made before

I will be the best I can be

She was apparently open to the idea of me joining and talking again.. but its been so long that I'm not exactly sure how to approach her... I may give it a few days while I readjust before I try actually talking... like I said, it feels really weird since I just thought she wouldn't want me around

Amazing friend and I miss her every single day

And honestly I probably deserve it, I'm a bad person i don't deserve to be friends with her again

I want to ask one of my friends that I know she still talks to her what she thinks what I should do, but I don't know

I just wish I didn't make the mistakes I did, Natalie was a genuinely...

I really messed up by being too clingy towards her and then leaving her and saying mean things that I only think i said because my emotions were too messed up and I feel like if I try reconnecting she'll just know what I did and won't want anything to do with me ever again

Should once again reiterate that this is for mutuals only. If I have never seen you before or I don't follow you on my main account i WILL block you. I don't want random people seeing this.

Please respect my privacy!

If we're mutuals on my main account you're free to follow me, but it won't be as lighthearted as my main account so please keep that in mind

I'm not really good at introductions so uh, yeah idk thanks for finding it