i hate him im so angry but i feel sick and im so scared about my trip and my parents were gonna visit but theyre also sick so im just alone bcos he cares more about someone reading ahead of him in a story than about making his wife feel loved and safe before something shes dreading

never actually apologizes either just goes like OMG FINE IM THE WORST IM EVIL IM SORRY CAN WE JUST FORGET ABOUT IT like i hate you i hate you i hate you i cant wait to get away from you

hes been acting so fucking stupid lately

pouting and saying how its not fair that id get ahead in the story without him like literally im about to travel abroad for the first time alone for 10 days over christmas and he chose our last night together to bitch and moan about me reading i fucking hate him i married a toddler

its like if your mom is a narcissist but shes correct for it. the world DOES revolve around her but she uses her powers only for good like she is a protagonist and we are side characters living in her world who shouldnt complain. aisnsnak

shes insane in exactly the kind of way that makes it hard to ever be mad at her for it. like its a benevolent insanity and very clearly comes from a delusional level of confidence that she had to build after having the most traumatic childhood imaginable

i feel like itd be so easy for all of us to just turn inward and purely be passive sponges during the trip esp since so few of us speak any mandarin so i am going to work hard to encourage us to work together and have fun as a team to make the memories even more special

i already know that i want to treat my specific chaperone group at least once like buy everyone a matching trinket to commemorate us being together... straw hat looking asses

at first i was super worried about being a chaperone for high school and college students but im actually excited about it because 1. they seem like great kids 2. im great under pressure, so ill be less anxious 2. it will feel amazing to help young people have fun and feel safe

very unlikely ill be on here at all during my trip even if my esim/vpn works but if anyones curious about the trip after its over id be happy to share in fact desperate to share with anyone who will listen

we have like the same glasses you have great taste

ik were fighting but this is kinda funny af

i wont even be here for christmas i hate him hes such a selfish stupid fucking bitch

this is literally my last weekend in town before i do the scariest thing ive ever done i could smash his whole car to bits

because of his adhd he has like no object permanence but he also doesnt have wife permanence is2g