I wanna be yours, feeling your warmth against mine as we drift off and dream of all the wonderful adventure awaiting us.

I wanna wake up every day to your awe inspiring smile; the smile I find my happiness and comfort in.

I wanna walk hand in hand with you into our bright future…

I’ve found my place with my mama and feel like I have a relationship with her that can exist without any expectations of romance or intimacy (outside of cuddles). It’s been a very freeing and eye opening experience

Deep down I was afraid I would be unloveable if I wasn’t able to provide something that has seemingly been set as an expected part of relationships. I’ve had a lot of interactions where I was turned into an object of desire above all else which reinforced those fears.

I tried to enjoy sexual things because I didn’t want to be different or feel left out of something others were enjoying, but I just felt miserable no matter the circumstances or person. And it would leave me with a feeling of deep discomfort for days (sometimes weeks) after the encounters