thank you and i really appreciate all the support you've given. i definitely noticed and i wish everything good in this world comes into your life 🫶

probably this

yes but the problem is i am way too burnt out to write and not really communicating 😞

i took my final and it was easier than i thought thankfully because i barely studied. i also have like $10 wasted on a laundromat card because their change machine broke and i did laundry last minute.

i really appreciate this family-owned restaurant as a place that saw me at my worst, when i am either sleep-deprived or on the verge of a mental breakdown. the workers don't know me at all but the warmth from their hospitality is something i will always remember (and their delicious lahmacun)

and the guy working with me asked about my "japanese organizational skills" to make the distribution process more efficient like ok dude thanks for stereotyping me and getting the wrong ethnicity

just saw a tweet that relates to what we are talking about 😆

yeah i'm aware 🥲 and it's not even that they have to have the same knowledge as i do. i want to talk to others who are just as intellectually curious and willing to learn. i had to explain freud's id, ego, superego earlier to someone and i thought it was kinda basic knowledge 😭

i've been thinking about this too recently but didn't know how to word it without coming off as elitist. like there's intellectual intimacy in having someone you can talk to about something without having to take on the role of a teacher.