Also I felt the same way, talking down symptoms/assuming this was normal but trust me the second you start explaining things to a doctor or answer questions regarding the pain and mobility you realize how incredibly not normal it is😭sending you so much luck and a comfy sleeping position tonight‼️

I went to see a genetic counselor and it was much faster than my peers who went other routes! My mom got tested around the same time too, we didn’t talk about it to the doctors but I think her testing on her own definitely made them believe me more

I would read female masculinity jack halberstam, stone butch blues AND journal of a transsexual by leslie feinberg, and butch heros by ria brodell. I can try to find some more in my bookshelf!

also keep in mind twilight sparkle was trying to convert fluttershy. THAT IS SO INCREDIBLY INACCURATE TWILIGHT SPARKLE IS AN ATHEIST