Good morning, sunshine ☀️
November 21, 2025 at 4:39 PM
Good morning, sunshine ☀️
an apprehensive ‘ hello’ to winter. time moving forward feels heavy, and I’ve dreaded the first snow. but on my first solo adventure in months, falling, sliding, freezing, laughing, I was reminded of my first hike in CO with Josh. today felt like gently inviting winter back in.
November 19, 2025 at 2:43 AM
an apprehensive ‘ hello’ to winter. time moving forward feels heavy, and I’ve dreaded the first snow. but on my first solo adventure in months, falling, sliding, freezing, laughing, I was reminded of my first hike in CO with Josh. today felt like gently inviting winter back in.
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November 17, 2025 at 8:58 PM
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November 17, 2025 at 7:59 PM
It’s not much to be proud of, but I made breakfast for myself for the first time in nearly three months.
I’ve either been skipping it entirely or heading to a cafe.
A win is a win in grief.
I’ve either been skipping it entirely or heading to a cafe.
A win is a win in grief.
November 17, 2025 at 7:31 PM
It’s not much to be proud of, but I made breakfast for myself for the first time in nearly three months.
I’ve either been skipping it entirely or heading to a cafe.
A win is a win in grief.
I’ve either been skipping it entirely or heading to a cafe.
A win is a win in grief.
Sunday moodboard 💕😌✨
November 17, 2025 at 1:25 AM
Sunday moodboard 💕😌✨
Guess who cried in bed all day
November 16, 2025 at 1:06 AM
Guess who cried in bed all day
Fellas, is it gay to Crank it to Hank?
November 15, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Fellas, is it gay to Crank it to Hank?
This morning the grief is so heavy.
Grief often feels inconvenient. I want to work, socialize, do anything but lay in bed and cry.
But grief demands to be felt.
Please share something that made your heart smile recently
Grief often feels inconvenient. I want to work, socialize, do anything but lay in bed and cry.
But grief demands to be felt.
Please share something that made your heart smile recently
November 14, 2025 at 6:49 PM
This morning the grief is so heavy.
Grief often feels inconvenient. I want to work, socialize, do anything but lay in bed and cry.
But grief demands to be felt.
Please share something that made your heart smile recently
Grief often feels inconvenient. I want to work, socialize, do anything but lay in bed and cry.
But grief demands to be felt.
Please share something that made your heart smile recently
Thank you SO much for being patient with me during this time.
Some days I can easily stream for 5 hours and have a wonderful time.
Some days even just 1 hour feels like a slog.
Regardless, y’all are there. Thank you. 💛
Some days I can easily stream for 5 hours and have a wonderful time.
Some days even just 1 hour feels like a slog.
Regardless, y’all are there. Thank you. 💛
November 12, 2025 at 8:55 PM
Thank you SO much for being patient with me during this time.
Some days I can easily stream for 5 hours and have a wonderful time.
Some days even just 1 hour feels like a slog.
Regardless, y’all are there. Thank you. 💛
Some days I can easily stream for 5 hours and have a wonderful time.
Some days even just 1 hour feels like a slog.
Regardless, y’all are there. Thank you. 💛
November 12, 2025 at 6:37 PM
Everyone on this app is so nice to me, I’m just laying in bed crying at all of your beautiful words. 🥺
November 12, 2025 at 6:34 AM
Everyone on this app is so nice to me, I’m just laying in bed crying at all of your beautiful words. 🥺
I know I talk about grief a lot, sorry not sorry.
I often feel like I’m being dramatic about how depleted my energy is right now.
I’m imposing so much judgment of how often I need naps, or need to adjust my plans for the day, or can’t get as much done on my to-do list.
I often feel like I’m being dramatic about how depleted my energy is right now.
I’m imposing so much judgment of how often I need naps, or need to adjust my plans for the day, or can’t get as much done on my to-do list.
November 11, 2025 at 5:45 PM
I know I talk about grief a lot, sorry not sorry.
I often feel like I’m being dramatic about how depleted my energy is right now.
I’m imposing so much judgment of how often I need naps, or need to adjust my plans for the day, or can’t get as much done on my to-do list.
I often feel like I’m being dramatic about how depleted my energy is right now.
I’m imposing so much judgment of how often I need naps, or need to adjust my plans for the day, or can’t get as much done on my to-do list.
I am now entering the phase of grief where I feel overwhelmed by people calling me.
So I don’t answer, and the idea of calling them back gets so built-up in my head, that I just can’t bring myself to do it.
My social tank is empty, but I know it’s good for me to keep people close right now.
So I don’t answer, and the idea of calling them back gets so built-up in my head, that I just can’t bring myself to do it.
My social tank is empty, but I know it’s good for me to keep people close right now.
November 10, 2025 at 10:03 PM
I am now entering the phase of grief where I feel overwhelmed by people calling me.
So I don’t answer, and the idea of calling them back gets so built-up in my head, that I just can’t bring myself to do it.
My social tank is empty, but I know it’s good for me to keep people close right now.
So I don’t answer, and the idea of calling them back gets so built-up in my head, that I just can’t bring myself to do it.
My social tank is empty, but I know it’s good for me to keep people close right now.
I love bed so much
November 10, 2025 at 5:32 AM
I love bed so much
goooood morning!
grab your coffee and join me for a morning science-deep dive. we’re learning about the science of 👻 ghosts 👻 today!
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grab your coffee and join me for a morning science-deep dive. we’re learning about the science of 👻 ghosts 👻 today!
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November 9, 2025 at 4:33 PM
goooood morning!
grab your coffee and join me for a morning science-deep dive. we’re learning about the science of 👻 ghosts 👻 today!
Twitch.tv/Cheebs
grab your coffee and join me for a morning science-deep dive. we’re learning about the science of 👻 ghosts 👻 today!
Twitch.tv/Cheebs
Saturday streamin’
Doing a sponsored segment with Sonic Rumble (#ad), and then having a chill evening. Come over here with ya bad self.
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Doing a sponsored segment with Sonic Rumble (#ad), and then having a chill evening. Come over here with ya bad self.
Twitch.tv/Cheebs
November 8, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Saturday streamin’
Doing a sponsored segment with Sonic Rumble (#ad), and then having a chill evening. Come over here with ya bad self.
Twitch.tv/Cheebs
Doing a sponsored segment with Sonic Rumble (#ad), and then having a chill evening. Come over here with ya bad self.
Twitch.tv/Cheebs
Tonight’s stream was absolutely absurd.
I just can’t seem to find the words for the kindness y’all have given to me over the past few months.
My heart is ow. I’m so grateful. Thank you.
I just can’t seem to find the words for the kindness y’all have given to me over the past few months.
My heart is ow. I’m so grateful. Thank you.
November 8, 2025 at 2:28 AM
Tonight’s stream was absolutely absurd.
I just can’t seem to find the words for the kindness y’all have given to me over the past few months.
My heart is ow. I’m so grateful. Thank you.
I just can’t seem to find the words for the kindness y’all have given to me over the past few months.
My heart is ow. I’m so grateful. Thank you.
No because why am I starting to feel guilty for expressing my grief so openly.
No one’s made me feel bad for doing so.
But it’s been 2 months, yet it feels like I find out for the first time every day. But I feel weird about feeling “stuck”.
No one’s made me feel bad for doing so.
But it’s been 2 months, yet it feels like I find out for the first time every day. But I feel weird about feeling “stuck”.
November 7, 2025 at 7:54 PM
No because why am I starting to feel guilty for expressing my grief so openly.
No one’s made me feel bad for doing so.
But it’s been 2 months, yet it feels like I find out for the first time every day. But I feel weird about feeling “stuck”.
No one’s made me feel bad for doing so.
But it’s been 2 months, yet it feels like I find out for the first time every day. But I feel weird about feeling “stuck”.
Okay, my algorithm on here is showing me a lot of thirst traps of hot, gay men and I’d like to believe it’s my brother showing me a sign.
November 5, 2025 at 12:14 AM
Okay, my algorithm on here is showing me a lot of thirst traps of hot, gay men and I’d like to believe it’s my brother showing me a sign.
November 4, 2025 at 7:41 PM
November 3, 2025 at 9:22 PM
Just really missing my brother today..
I want to say grief is a nasty, awful thing… but I’m try to be compassionate towards it.
To visualize it as a person who needs to be held and comforted. So, I’m sitting with her today. And letting her express the love that remains.
I want to say grief is a nasty, awful thing… but I’m try to be compassionate towards it.
To visualize it as a person who needs to be held and comforted. So, I’m sitting with her today. And letting her express the love that remains.
November 3, 2025 at 12:05 AM
Just really missing my brother today..
I want to say grief is a nasty, awful thing… but I’m try to be compassionate towards it.
To visualize it as a person who needs to be held and comforted. So, I’m sitting with her today. And letting her express the love that remains.
I want to say grief is a nasty, awful thing… but I’m try to be compassionate towards it.
To visualize it as a person who needs to be held and comforted. So, I’m sitting with her today. And letting her express the love that remains.
How do I make sure he’s not getting red-pilled
November 1, 2025 at 9:34 PM
How do I make sure he’s not getting red-pilled