Chanka
chankavt.bsky.social
Chanka
@chankavt.bsky.social
Gay, ugly and hard to understand
Well failed again today but I stayed awake all day so maybe I’ll get some normal sleep? Goodnight oomfs, I wish I was a better friend to you all
January 17, 2026 at 9:47 AM
I pray for the day I don’t feel like an annoyance to everyone around me
January 17, 2026 at 3:01 AM
I fully shaved my beard off yesterday and I look like a different person. I think I’ve only been beardless one other time (mouth surgery) since I was 14! It feels weird and now i look even uglier than before but I think it’s for the best, all it caused me was discomfort.
January 17, 2026 at 12:36 AM
Good morning, I got some sleep and feel relatively normal now. Realised I’ve only talked to like one person in the last two weeks so I def need to fix that today.
January 17, 2026 at 12:25 AM
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repost if u gay
"Yes! Right there! Keep g-going...don't stop!❤️💦"
#oc #femboy #hentai #yaoi

Original Character | #Kharzy 💚
January 16, 2026 at 1:25 PM
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palu's pit
January 16, 2026 at 2:40 AM
Today and yesterday (maybe more too? Can’t remember) have been hell, I don’t even feel alive at this point. I just want it to end, be that me or the suffering
January 16, 2026 at 3:25 AM
Still haven’t slept since then btw, I’m going insane
I’m actually going to have a breakdown, I can’t fucking sleep and the pain just keeps getting worse. It wouldn’t be as bad if it didn’t stop me from doing the things I want/need
January 16, 2026 at 3:12 AM
Turns out it’s a really bad idea to shave your balls while extremely tired… ouch
January 16, 2026 at 3:11 AM
Anyway I took some Endone (oxycodone) and will try and find something to distract me from it all
January 15, 2026 at 4:49 PM
I’m actually going to have a breakdown, I can’t fucking sleep and the pain just keeps getting worse. It wouldn’t be as bad if it didn’t stop me from doing the things I want/need
January 15, 2026 at 4:42 PM
I’m not doing great oomfs
January 15, 2026 at 9:29 AM
lonely and depressed but pissed off at everything and tired as fuck. ihate everything and can't do shit about it. im too weak for this shit, just gonna have CBD oil and hopefully sleep the day away
January 15, 2026 at 1:44 AM
I’ve been at the edge of a mental breakdown for hours now, everything is pissing me off idk why
January 15, 2026 at 12:15 AM
Good morning oomfs, yesterday basically didn’t exist and then my internet was fucked but I can go online again Yippeee! I’m so lonely lol
January 14, 2026 at 10:53 PM
I’m incredibly exhausted I slept a bit but once I woke up I’ve felt completely drained like I can barely keep my eyes open So I’ve just been in bed since. I’ve had dinner and a shower now tho so I hope I can sleep good. I’m sad I wasn’t around all day, missed a lot but nothing can do now, goodnight
January 14, 2026 at 10:29 AM
It’s now 9:30am still no sleep, I guess I should try again
January 13, 2026 at 10:27 PM
Uggghh it’s 7 in the morning and I haven’t slept at all…. Fuck
January 13, 2026 at 8:04 PM
People are really turning around and using the exact same rhetoric as Israel re: Iran. Shameful, none of you cared about Palestinians in a moral sense and you absolutely don’t care about Iranians.
January 13, 2026 at 8:03 PM
It’s so funny how in the new JJK season Naoya is introduced as this super strong guy thats cocky as hell then loses his very first fight to chosso of all people lmao
January 13, 2026 at 9:05 AM
Ok well I didn’t message any friends today and accidentally slept through a lot of it but my brother finally came home so I did get to talk to some one and we watched some anime (we practically only watch anime together lol) yippeee. Just JJK and F/SF so far but will keep up with
January 13, 2026 at 9:05 AM
I napped…
January 13, 2026 at 5:58 AM
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I have written quite a few bits of flash fiction and done nothing with them, but they are all like this. I would like to write one that is not vaguely disconcerting, one day
January 13, 2026 at 5:04 AM
One of my all time favourite music videos

youtu.be/F3_ans3CPlY?...
Kirin J Callinan - The Homosexual (Official Video)
YouTube video by Kirin J Callinan
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January 12, 2026 at 9:21 PM
I find it darkly funny how for the longest time if you criticised how china treats the uyghur population the response from authcom’s was “you’re just parroting state department propaganda” but now it’s “even the state department push that anymore”. Are we meant to believe the state department or not
January 12, 2026 at 8:53 PM