Hey. I've said it before, but if it needs saying again, my DMs are open. You can just send me a message and we can talk. It's fine. I'd rather listen to the bad than see you try to keep it all in like this.

This is a far more disturbing thing to hear someone say, for the record. I know you don't mean it this way, but "I will force myself to just not have problems" reads as a deafening cry for help. I cannot even imagine what you must be going through that this is where we are.

Why on earth would you ever apologize for *venting*? Who told you that was bad to do?

Please, just be kind to yourself. You're going through hell and nobody has the right to complain when it gets to be too much for you.

to be clear, Cyborg 009 is good, in its own way, but it is also quite dark and perhaps not the best fare on the table when one is already depressed about the Sheer State of Things

i am presently inhaling copious quantities of Cyborg 009

this is probably inadvisable but i have never been known for my good decisions