I'm honestly thinking of bringing them back bc I need to clear some debt and I'm bit behind on saving for taxes. This past year has been a financial disaster for me : ) Not by my own choice either, but that's besides the point : ))))

But yeah, this is what I'm planning for the next few weeks...

sometime after? (but before the year is up)

I kinda wanna do 2-3 smaller batches of them over the course of the next 2-3 months before putting them to rest for a while, again. I think I just can't consistently do them without burning myself out, so they'll have to be 'specials' like this.

I do still ideally need to learn to drive, that's on me for not handling that already.... I really was planning to, the last 5ish years were just.... let's say it didn't really encourage me to do much of anything. I was really depressed and isolated.

idk, I was confined to a tiny windowless rooms most of the time for 8 long years, and now that I live somewhere where I can walk to most places and be independent (and not deal with the sighs when I need a ride), it's doing wonders to my MH, and not being able to go for one day feels...heavy x)

Relatable u,u

I had hoped to continue to work with her to the end of the year but oh well)

Idk. Like said I guess I'll make do somehow, but I can't lie that I didn't once again feel a little stranded.

The past year has been rough, with little to no 'victories'. I'm tired.

Okay, I think I'll make do, but things like therapy are now closed off for me. I never got to tap in to some subjects I desperately wanted to (+the therapist I had abruptly dropped me as a client bc she was moving on from the portal we used, and wanted to concentrate on her private practice clients-