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> ───〃𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎. . . `N-SAN` .ᐟ 💭

`BASICS` 22, they/them, gneutral terms ꒰ 🇨🇱 🇮🇹 ꒱

`ABOUT`
◜ likes: smoking, drinking, listening to music
⋮ dislikes: drinking glasses
◟ hobbies: drawing, gaming

`MISC
◜ ask to dm, use tone tags, nicknames okay, STAY AWAY FETISHIZERS.
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i stalk my favourite account just to see if he's uploaded anything. i wonder if he does the same with mine? i'd love for him to post more about how he feels or anything that makes him happy...

#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
February 1, 2026 at 10:53 AM
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I can not stop thinking about relapsing

་⁺₊♡ #jiraisky #jiraiposting #landmine #lifestylejirai ♡₊⁺་
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January 28, 2026 at 10:05 AM
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woke up heart beating fast,
what is true and what is reality?

I feel like spiralling

་⁺₊♡ #jiraisky #menherasky #jiraiposting #landmine #lifestylejirai ♡₊⁺་
January 30, 2026 at 8:29 AM
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today i woke up and i regretted that fact. it feels like everyday my past where i had to lie to my parents as to why i wasn't well enough to go to school is catching up to me. i missed my nephew's ball game because i chose to stay here. i don't feel like i deserve to be there.
February 1, 2026 at 3:06 AM
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January 27, 2026 at 8:46 AM
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January 29, 2026 at 7:43 AM
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I can't silly my way outta this one...
January 28, 2026 at 2:33 PM
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it's nor my fault...IT'S NOT MY FAULT I WAS BORN THIS WAY!!! I AM NOT AT FAULT I AM NOT AT FAULT! i'm okay i promise... i'm okay! i just really love you!!!

#obslove #obslovesky #yansky
January 28, 2026 at 10:47 PM
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not all the media you have ever produced in your social media satisfies me from wanting your attention 24/7

#obslove #obslovesky #yansky
January 28, 2026 at 10:47 PM
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you're made for me you're mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine. mine.

#obslove #obslovesky #yansky
January 20, 2026 at 1:40 AM
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you are my forever person.

#obslove #obslovesky #yansky
January 12, 2026 at 3:54 PM
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me as fuck

#obslove #obslovesky #yansky
January 11, 2026 at 12:32 AM
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I just wanted to say that it's not lost on me that I'm an older dude in a subculture that is mostly full of young afab/nb folk.. I like to think that I'm y'all's cool older brother, that's the vibe I try to give off anyway. Thanks for accepting me into the jirai community.. patting y'all on the head
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January 8, 2026 at 2:34 PM
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i keep finding reasons to love this man.

#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
January 7, 2026 at 3:12 AM
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冬コミ 水曜日 “へ”ブロック-43a (西1ホール) に配置されました。

みんな、来てくれよな💖
November 7, 2025 at 12:51 PM
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ヤア!ヤア!
イベントをやるぞ!POPUP(ミニ)を、やるぞ!やるぞ!やるぞ!!!
November 14, 2025 at 10:40 AM
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B - DAY for @eita789.bsky.social !! have a good day!! all ur wishes come true!!!
#eita789pic
November 17, 2025 at 3:52 PM
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November 19, 2025 at 11:54 AM
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i'm so depressed but the thought of him makes me happy enough to keep going...!

#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
January 4, 2026 at 5:43 PM
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i have such a love hate relationship with the internet
January 4, 2026 at 11:34 AM
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Hating shit is boring. Learn to ignore things that aren't for u
January 3, 2026 at 11:03 PM
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i don't want people to fucking flirt with me IN MY DMS. SERIOUSLY. it's the third one i've gotten and it's always het men tryna fish for mentally ill people. this soured my mood.

#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
January 3, 2026 at 10:40 PM
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i should be put down like the rabid mutt i am
December 21, 2025 at 10:34 PM
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do people just fucking hate me now?

#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
January 2, 2026 at 3:46 PM
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Just saw the fnaf movie and it was peak!!!!!
December 6, 2025 at 9:44 PM