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ED and Vent Account, DNI if not disordered

22, 03 🏳️‍⚧️
she/her
5'6
CW: 125 LBS
GW: 110 LBS
Minors DNI

#edbsky #butterflyAna #Caterpillarsky
Pinned
'*•.¸♡ 𝓘𝓷𝓽𝓻𝓸♡¸.•*'

┊Ashlee┊
┊22┊
┊SW⁑ 160┊
┊CW⁑ 129.4┊
┊GW⁑ 110┊
┊DNI⁑ Minors┊

#edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #hungrycaterpillar #edtwt #ricecake #moothunt #butterflyana #mia #ana
I wish my dad treasured me like he treasures my sister... my uncle hit on me right in front of him and he said nothing...
December 5, 2025 at 5:56 AM
I'm completely overwhelmed I feel paralyzed
December 4, 2025 at 7:28 PM
Omfg where are all these bruises coming from?? Who's beating me in my sleep???
December 4, 2025 at 7:14 PM
I just need to be dead
December 4, 2025 at 5:42 PM
I get panic attacks so fucking easily....
December 3, 2025 at 3:48 AM
I just want to be a better person
December 2, 2025 at 6:39 AM
He acts like I ⭐️ve myself even though I eat PLENTY. My brain just won't shut up cuz I have a binge eating disorder and a food addiction
December 2, 2025 at 5:01 AM
OmFG my bf is trying to make me eat more I can't I can't
December 2, 2025 at 4:59 AM
I just can't focus on anything I can't study I can't get myself up so go to class most days I just don't know what to do all I think about is FOOD I'm literally fucking addicted to food, it's DISGUSTING
December 2, 2025 at 4:56 AM
I'm so fucking miserable miserable I'm gonna fail all my fucking classes and I'm never gonna lose enough weight to be pretty
December 2, 2025 at 4:52 AM
I wanna join :3
December 2, 2025 at 4:42 AM
December 1st

Popcorn - est 600
Apples (2) 180

Total = 780

Steps = 3723
December 2, 2025 at 4:31 AM
Weighed in at 125 this morning, meaning I lost 4.4 LBS since November 1st. Not bad, but I can do better
December 1, 2025 at 9:38 PM
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Ooh the struggle
December 1, 2025 at 8:28 PM
reading abt ana in my anthropology class 😭
November 29, 2025 at 10:20 PM
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"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄
November 28, 2025 at 8:13 PM
I just want to be pretty... I just need to put in the work and restrict and exercise and learn how to take care of my hair and nails properly... it's just so overwhelming:( if I was actually a girl most of this would come naturally and I would've been taught it :(
November 28, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Do I look cute and normal and innocent in this fit or do I look like a freak pervert who likes being tied up I can't tell
November 27, 2025 at 7:46 PM
My ex (r@pist) is on this bus with be kill ne kill me killme
November 25, 2025 at 10:33 PM
Fasting till Wednesday night. If I fail I slit my whore pig throat
November 25, 2025 at 5:38 AM
I'm a disgusting, MONSTEROUS person and it shows on my body. If I was nice and likeable and friendly and not a piece of shit I could lose the weight. I clearly don't have an eating disorder at all. I clearly don't even want to be pretty the way I let myself eat. No more food. 🐷🐖🐷🐖
November 25, 2025 at 4:34 AM
I deserve to die
November 25, 2025 at 4:03 AM
November 24th

Was up at like 4:30 today thanks to insomnia. Running on 1 hour of sleep and immediately binged my way up to 750 cals (Approx).... gonna fast for the rest of the day or just have some fruit for dinner. NOT going past 900 today Ashlee!!!!
November 24, 2025 at 2:27 PM
Woke up at 12 and haven't been able to fall asleep since.... it's 4:23 rn.... I hate insomnia so fucking much this is HELL IM IN HELL
November 24, 2025 at 11:23 AM
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November 23, 2025 at 11:42 PM