For the first time in a long time, it got through to me. I'm not going to wallow anymore.

I'm going to live true to what I say at the end of every stream.

"I love each and every one of you so much. Take that love and spread it."

Be patient with me as I get myself back.

- of all. The ability to define me. I've hurt people that I claim to love. I've hurt myself, telling myself lies about them because the truth didn't fit my broken lens.

It's over.

I'm sorry to everyone that I've hurt.
I'm sorry to everyone that has witnessed my spiral. -

- long time. Just this sad husk of a person. Bitter at the world, bitter at myself, bitter at people that I really do care about.

I've hidden it in my trauma from January, in my "Brain Goblins" as I call them. I gave them, and the two that hurt me the most dangerous power-