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cw 116lbs/52kg - gw 110lbs/49.8kg - ugw 95/43kg
height: 5’3/160cm
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height: 5’3/160cm
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#edsky
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Favorite music: Korn, deftones, nirvana, limo bizkit, static dress, motionless in white
Favorite color: Red
pro-recovery
She/her
21
Favorite music: Korn, deftones, nirvana, limo bizkit, static dress, motionless in white
Favorite color: Red
pro-recovery
i swear to God recently like the last week or two have been so horrible for me and im coping so bad and im rapidly losing weight cause i just have no appetite for anything and keep starving myself 👍
December 6, 2024 at 9:34 PM
i swear to God recently like the last week or two have been so horrible for me and im coping so bad and im rapidly losing weight cause i just have no appetite for anything and keep starving myself 👍
dude pierce the veil tickets sold out so bad in my area pit tickets are $600+ wtffff
December 6, 2024 at 8:52 PM
dude pierce the veil tickets sold out so bad in my area pit tickets are $600+ wtffff
i lost two pounds! 116 now
December 4, 2024 at 5:48 PM
i lost two pounds! 116 now
going to the club tonitteeee ate my omad and im gonna just drink a yogurt drink before so i look gooood
December 2, 2024 at 12:14 AM
going to the club tonitteeee ate my omad and im gonna just drink a yogurt drink before so i look gooood
i just want you all to be okay <3
December 1, 2024 at 1:08 AM
i just want you all to be okay <3
i feel like this is more an edtwt thing than it is here, maybe cause of minors in their honeymoon phase, but im VERY serious about being pro recovery. if anyone wants to chat ill never judge you but if you ask me for advice i will always give harm reduction and recovery tips (:
December 1, 2024 at 1:07 AM
i feel like this is more an edtwt thing than it is here, maybe cause of minors in their honeymoon phase, but im VERY serious about being pro recovery. if anyone wants to chat ill never judge you but if you ask me for advice i will always give harm reduction and recovery tips (:
Has anyone here gotten a belly button piercing? im getting mine today and im kinda scared of needles, how much did it hurt? my mom was like “if you can get an iud, you can handle a belly button piercing” and ik shes right but at least i didnt have to SEE the iud!!!
November 30, 2024 at 6:53 PM
Has anyone here gotten a belly button piercing? im getting mine today and im kinda scared of needles, how much did it hurt? my mom was like “if you can get an iud, you can handle a belly button piercing” and ik shes right but at least i didnt have to SEE the iud!!!
i dont think ill ever have kids bc i think im too mentally ill but if i did, id want them to be healthy but i dont think id ever be an “almond mom” to them. i dont want them to suffer how im suffering and have a horrible relationship with food
November 30, 2024 at 6:22 PM
i dont think ill ever have kids bc i think im too mentally ill but if i did, id want them to be healthy but i dont think id ever be an “almond mom” to them. i dont want them to suffer how im suffering and have a horrible relationship with food
i try not to fast anymore (the voices get to me tho) but i definitely am a total restrict, calorie counting, nutrition facts girly. if anyone wants to talk and discuss restricting im your gal 😎 i just have a lot of medical anxiety of losing SO much weight im forced to gain again
November 30, 2024 at 7:32 AM
i try not to fast anymore (the voices get to me tho) but i definitely am a total restrict, calorie counting, nutrition facts girly. if anyone wants to talk and discuss restricting im your gal 😎 i just have a lot of medical anxiety of losing SO much weight im forced to gain again
being a social adult is my biggest form of harm reduction tbh 😭 im like “hm i should fast this weekend” but i literally cant bc im getting a piercing tmmrw and im going clubbing sunday and smoking. im just gonna restrict to 900-1000 🤏
November 30, 2024 at 6:16 AM
being a social adult is my biggest form of harm reduction tbh 😭 im like “hm i should fast this weekend” but i literally cant bc im getting a piercing tmmrw and im going clubbing sunday and smoking. im just gonna restrict to 900-1000 🤏
honestly atp if u arent drinking diet coke whatre u doing… it literally tastes exactly like coke but with none of the cals 🙂↕️ its the only thing helping me with my dying sore throat (and monster too)
November 30, 2024 at 1:49 AM
honestly atp if u arent drinking diet coke whatre u doing… it literally tastes exactly like coke but with none of the cals 🙂↕️ its the only thing helping me with my dying sore throat (and monster too)
i actually didnt even eat a whole lot cause i randomly got ao fucking sick. any time i have family visit they always make me sick
November 29, 2024 at 7:52 PM
i actually didnt even eat a whole lot cause i randomly got ao fucking sick. any time i have family visit they always make me sick
i am NOT counting my cals today. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday.
November 28, 2024 at 11:49 PM
i am NOT counting my cals today. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday. i will let myself enjoy my holiday.
actually maybe i should make my limit 600 cause me and my friends are gonna be smoking today and playing dnd so im def gonna be munching. i think 600 is good if i just dont eat till then ❤️ im just gonna have energy drinks
November 27, 2024 at 6:48 PM
actually maybe i should make my limit 600 cause me and my friends are gonna be smoking today and playing dnd so im def gonna be munching. i think 600 is good if i just dont eat till then ❤️ im just gonna have energy drinks
limit: 300 cals today
November 27, 2024 at 4:58 PM
limit: 300 cals today
qt with ur pinterest home page //
pinterest be pissing me off because i never interact with porn but its always trying to recommend me it?? maybe its cause i interact with thinspo?
pinterest be pissing me off because i never interact with porn but its always trying to recommend me it?? maybe its cause i interact with thinspo?
November 27, 2024 at 2:08 AM
qt with ur pinterest home page //
pinterest be pissing me off because i never interact with porn but its always trying to recommend me it?? maybe its cause i interact with thinspo?
pinterest be pissing me off because i never interact with porn but its always trying to recommend me it?? maybe its cause i interact with thinspo?
im only 8lbs (like 4kg for my non american mutuals) away from my gw and eeeeeee im so excited. im gonna weigh myself next week!! just need to be more dedicated!!!
November 26, 2024 at 11:40 PM
im only 8lbs (like 4kg for my non american mutuals) away from my gw and eeeeeee im so excited. im gonna weigh myself next week!! just need to be more dedicated!!!
learning some harm reduction tactics is the best thing to ever happen to me. rather than forcing myself to recover and eat (which would make it worse) ive learned to make do with my illness. i def encourage everyone to engage with harm reduction!
November 26, 2024 at 11:33 PM
learning some harm reduction tactics is the best thing to ever happen to me. rather than forcing myself to recover and eat (which would make it worse) ive learned to make do with my illness. i def encourage everyone to engage with harm reduction!
being forced to gain weight by being tube fed was so traumatizing and it also gave me medical anxiety
November 26, 2024 at 5:45 PM
being forced to gain weight by being tube fed was so traumatizing and it also gave me medical anxiety
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November 26, 2024 at 4:35 AM
belly button piercing this week more motivation to lose weight ❤️
November 26, 2024 at 9:22 AM
belly button piercing this week more motivation to lose weight ❤️
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ED shopping haul 🫧🫧🫧🫧
November 25, 2024 at 10:34 PM
ED shopping haul 🫧🫧🫧🫧
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making an edsky was necessary for me tbh cus i made the mistake of venting to some friends (online, would never confess to irls) about my relapse and they just. don't get it. which is fine. but it's very isolating, i need to talk to people who understand
November 26, 2024 at 4:00 AM
making an edsky was necessary for me tbh cus i made the mistake of venting to some friends (online, would never confess to irls) about my relapse and they just. don't get it. which is fine. but it's very isolating, i need to talk to people who understand